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Friday, December 31, 2004
this post is specially fer my journey in 2004. since everyone has wriiten all about theirs. now it's my turn. it's very sad to say now.. that my journey in 2004 is ending in a few hours time. 2005 cumin. this yr's a memoriable year. not ionly fer me, but also fer most of my fwens. fer this post, i'll write everything that i cud remember. dun wanna hide anything.
i remember this year fer PSLE. at the begining of the year. mrs daisy yuen already reminded us that we must work extra hard this yr. n we did. extra lessons. almost everyday. still remembered that we have remedial on mondays, thurdays n fridays. no time to rest at all. but i love them. well.. sometimes. hehe.
then april.. got street soccer. syafiq tall frcatured his wrist. n i cried. ahaha. coz that time i kinda liked him. i realli cried. felt terrible. showed his some care n corncern arh.. but then. i was still sad. dunno lah why.
our sports day. i was in the purple group. it happen to be a miracle when most of my good fwens were in purple team too. 2 weeks b4 the real day, me, filz, kel, meishan, n some other peeps. always go to the woodlands stadium to train3. even if it's raining. we wud still go. discuss tactics n such. we had a rehearsal some time b4 that. i lost badly. then our coach, mr tayeb, changed the position all that. i was running fer the 200m n 4x100m race. i think it was on the 29 april. the day that we've been waiting for. so so excited. i was forth in the 200m race. fish! but nemmind.. at least i won all those nabillah. muahaha. then fer the 1x400m race. bernice, then kelly, me then the last runner was filzah. when kelly got the baten, she somehow slowed down. i was soo darn worried. then as soon as i got that baten, i run like hell. i run3 as fast as i cud. over-taking the other groups. then filzah got the baten first. she run3 like hell oso. ahahahah. amazingly, we won!! i jump3 like hell. ahaha. she's so happy she won sabrina n also tabitha.. gd job gal.
after the sports day, we were back in class. study3. revisions. n finishing the chapters. even in june hols, we were asked to go to sch. so no hols fer us. n i got some new online fwens. but from evg lah. faiz n haziq. they were soo fun to talk to.. esp haziq. then.. secretly, i started to fall fer him. tell u readi.. i easily fell fer someone. haha. but no one noes. no one at all!
`22 august. the big walk. hehe. still remember. tab come to my hse at 6am in the darn morning. right in front my door step. we went to sch to report.. together lah. then there, we waited fer the rest of our gang to arrive. n yeah. our gang was syafaat, leslie n nick. met up some peeps. talk2. the feeling was vewi nice. priceless. i hanged with tab. we walk3. just talk. all the way to cwp. then there, there were a lot of people. soo packed. i think if u see from above, we people are just like lil small ants going in diff directions. hahaa.
`8 september. i kinda fell fer him, syamil. but then.. erm. forgot. ahahah. around 10 or 9 sep, he said he also kinda like fell fer me.. so.. this complicated thing. i didn't wan to accept at first. coz he said he already had a gf. n i dun wanna misunderstood fer a bf snatcher. so.. i said no. but then. i realli2 like him. i think on the 12 sep, i asked fer a 10 day trial. see if i still have feelings fer him lah. think on the 14 sep. we talked on the fone.. aawww.. it's was just simply a PRICELESS moment. was also doin my hw at the same time.. but then ended up drawing stupid pics at the book. ahahahhaha. n ended up not doing a single question. copied from a fwen the day after. muahahaha.
`22 sep. i think that was the date. i accepted him. coz he's the one i really really love. he asked me out on the 29 sep. but i din wanna go. urgh. regretted that fer life. n soon.. psle cumin. couldn't concentrate at all. n the week b4 psle, his hp was confiscated. haix. missed him soo much that i couldn't focus on my work. but i cant let this disturb me. so continued with my revision.
`1st october. i love it! children's day. got some performance. then we must line up fer the psle thing. tcr bought us ice-cream. but it sux. ahahaha. it was raining. well.. at least.. drizzling. after recess, tcr asked the ppl whu played at back gate or something. n ALOT of boys went to the front. n that includes him. he sat right in front of my class. ahahaha. cute. my classmates were all turning behind. looking at me. ahhahaa. then they kinda like gave way n let me see him. from far. vewi sweet. n of coz, cute! ahaha. got remedial after that. tcr gave us pizza. yum-my. but b4 that, vicknesh kicked my leg. right at the bone. almost cried. well.. i did. then my gang, like protected me. they scolded viknesh like hell. n told vicknesh that they'll tell syamil.. n syamil will beat him up even more.. ahahhaa. sweet thing. while going down, my class clashes with 6grace. at the stairs there. awwww.. sweet. too many things happen. met him soo many times. hahaa.
`5 october. psle. english. didn't study at all. haha. just flip through the eng file. it was easy. hehe. then it goes on n on. i realli didn't study. all i do is flip. flip. n flip. ahaha. hoping to remember some of the things i read. n on of the days. he called me. while i was on-ing the comp. soooo shocked. private num. soo i realli didn't expect it. all i can say was i was vewi shocked!! ahha. he was busy studying n there i was.. playing comp. while flipping though my file lah. ahhaa.
instead of studying, me n my fwens were already planning fer the post psle hols. hahahaa. on the 8th. everything done. no more psle, so we go celebrate. at macs. me, tab, leslie n shaz. when i came home, i saw haikal, haziq, faiz, irsyad, edafi n him under my block. wah liao. they're making soo much noise. ahaha. calling my name n such. din bother. hahaa. but i like that moment. nice. vewi vewi nice. hahaha. i hanged out at filz's hse after that. he called me out of the blue. but faiz n some ppl were at his hse la. call soo many times. ahaha. cute.
the week after psle was my FAVOURITE WEEK OF THE YEAR!!!
`11 oct. there was no sch fer me, em2 peeps. i plan fer a basketball outing. at 881. invited like everybody. n syamil came too.. :) soo fun. went to macs first. then off to 881 bbal court. waited fer the rest of the peeps to come. shaqeel, syafaat n him came with their bikes. nicee.. hehe. then there was a 5-min break. the boys were like kicking the soccer balls everywhere. sca-ry. hit me a few times. but not that hard. the hardest one was from him. ahahahaa. he kicked it so hard. it like FLEW right at me. Ouch! ahahhaa. but then. no injuries or whatsoever lah. then the boys played soccer. me, filz n mei cycled with the 3 guys i mention just now's bike. fun. kept changing. the best bike award goes to.. shaq's bike ah.. his vewi nice to ride on.. hehe. then back home. he smsed n said sorry.. aawww.. sweet rite.. n noe what?.. i still keep that sms. ahaha.
`12 oct. me, meishan, filzah, aisyah, ruzanna n huiling went swimming at jurong. nice3. then we ate at kfc. he said that 3 words. twice. hahaha. but aawww.. vewi sweeet. haha.
`13 oct. this day. it hurts me soo much that i cried. haix. dun wanna talk about it. but i will still remember what someone did to me.
next month. nov. we muslims were fasting. but i dun feel it. ahahhaa.
`2 november. we all were busy painting tjose clay thing.. n me n tab was asked to spray this something.. to make it shiny. very fun. we laughed n laughed. untill i fell down. ahahhahaa. we were imitating that guy from patience. called him 'she bangs'. that guy lah.. u noe rite. ahaha. we were imitating the way he walk. n give reasons why he walk liddat. soooo darn freaking funny. n that day.. aziz n dzul pendek was in our class.. coz their tcr not in. n we laughed even more. coz they were imitating our laughs.. haha. then tcr asked us to sit at the pathway there.. haiya.. hard to mention lah. but from there.. i can see 6 grace. n their class was also doing some art work. i saw him the whole time.. aawwww. or at least, saw part of him. ahahahhaa. lloove that day.. he'd stop n look at me n tab while walking.. to the toilet i think.. AAAAAAAAAWWWWW.. llooveee it!! miss all that moments. realli.
n one of the days in nov. dunno what date. i think around 11 or 12. they were having a inter-class soccer fer the p6 guys. my class won the first match. between 6 patience. then our class with 6 hope. we won. then the last match was with 6grace. me n tab stayed there the whole time. n syafaat was hurt. almost cried. but din. n 6grace won lor. of coz. happy fer him. then to my biggest biggest surprise, a lot of the boys whu played.. mostly malay rite.. MOST of them broke their fast. some tried to hide.. but i saw.. n some didn't hide at all.. wah liao.. tsk. tsk.. aahahhaa. they think i dunno they broke their fast izzzit..? well.. they're soo soo wrong! muahaha. i saw everything.
`14 nov. it was his bday. n hari raya also!! wee.. xilinmen. [double happiness] stayed up very late. till 2am plus. played comp. ahahaha. n wished him happy bday lor. hehe. prepared that wish a long long time ago. n just edited few days b4. hehe. sshh.
`16 nov. was the MCs of the hari raya concert. me n filz. n he was in the kompang group. soo.. get to see him oso arh. n the dikir barat team. just simply love the dikir barat group. love them!! ahhaa. the peeps there.. all great. funny. n fun! haha. the morning session show was a total mess. the afternoon one quite ok. n just realise.. this yr.. performed soo many times. like fer the chinese new yr concert. had to sing. then fer the racial harmony oso. sing. then now.. host. aarrggh! but all thanx to cikgu elyyah. love her. she's the one that picked me n filz to be the host. coz i talked too much in malay class. realli! talk. talk. n talk non-stop. ahhaa.
`19 nov. was the last day of sch. but i was too darn sick. urgh. hate hate hate myself fer that!!! i got high fever. urgh. how could i possibly miss the last day of sch? hhaaaiixxx. regrets fer life. n i din get to cry. now i'm crying.. *bbooohhoooo* .
`20 nov. prize-giving day. n also funfair. i was in-charge of the fun-fair. fer my class. n i waited n waited fer him to come.. but he din. he realli didn't come. hhaiixx. my bro came with his gf. he wanted to buy more tickets.. but dunno in the end bought or not.. aww. sweet arh them. haha. i wasn't doing anything.. just in-charge.. walk around blah3. haha. din wan to go to any of my fwen's stall. ahaha.
the rest of the days.. i got post it.. so take a step back n read all that k.. i esp wont forget 23 dec. the day he said he's goin to ahmad..!! aah!! love it! i just wont ever forget 2004. ever. i love u 2004..!!! n welcoming 2005 into my life..
to all.. happy new year!!! i love u all sooo soo much.. esp u dear.. hehe. n u filz. haziq. hanim. meishan.. just everyone whu's reading this k!! u're special in every diff way.. very special. n i wont know what to do without u missing in my life.. anywhere u are. even if u hate me.. i love u.. i tell u.. u're special..! thank u fer everything that u've contributed in my life.. n sorie if in anyway, i hurt ur feelings.. really sorry. friends? all of u out there!! i love u all!! n hope u remember me k.. do drop me a msg.. or call.. i'll be there fer u..
i feel like i'm dying tmr sia. ahahaha. okok.. just thanking everyone. YOU'RE A PART OF ME!!
