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♥ Wednesday, December 22, 2004
1:40 AM

darn lah.. this stupid freaking thing. i wrote so long ready... n like all jammed. fish u. haiya.. so lemme recall back what i write arh.. hhmm..

today.. i was woken up by my msg alert tone. it's continuous. so i was woken up lah. it waas from edafi. he said good morning. aww. what a polite boy. ahhahaha. ok.. then after i finished bathing, tab called mie on my hp! yey! just feel extremly happy when i hear her voice. eh.. her voice nice u noe.. hahaha. not all can hear her voice on the fone. wahaha. kk..lame. then her mom kept calling her.. so had to wait n wait. but it was worth it lah. so long nvr talk to her. n tmr MAY be the last time i hear her voice.. so we just talked bout tmr lah. meet what time etc.

then around 2 something, i got ready. going out with filz to cwp. had to buy something. then walk walk walk. saw hazim. ahhaha. kk.. heck cares bout him. hazim.. not azim.. if azim ok lah.. nicer feeling. wahaha. kk.. snapped back to reality. bought something fer tab again. now i dunno if i shud give her the previous one i bought or just keep it fer myself. went back around 4 something. bought another mag. teens. haiya.. all boring2 one lah. jan issue not good2 one. all boring!

then here i am writing to u lah. blah3. i really miss my everps friends from the bottom of my heart. they are like my second family leh. care n concern.. love.. all that.. urgh. wonder if i would cry tmr. didn't cry when i got my results last time.. but now..? dunno lah. most probably i will. if i dun get to the same sch as him. oh gawd. pls. pls. pls.

maybe someday.. somehow.. the evergreeners will meet again. just letting nature take its course. let fate decide if we'll meet. hope heaven is on our side. cant wait to see them tmr. p6 people.. PLEASE dun go home so fast tmr. let mie see u all fer one last time. take pics. sign on my signature book. pls pls pls arh.. i dun wanna miss this chance. most probably, i'll cry. i'm too emotional lah. or easily touched or melt. ahaha. must bring loadsa tissue paper. ahahha.

prayed so hard i cud get same sch as him. pls pls pls gawd. myabe i'd also cry if i dn get same sch as him.. hhmm.. see the situation lor. better still, i cud pluck a LOT of darn courage to speak to him face2face lor. i will really miss him..

hhmm. hoping heaven's on my side.. outz`~