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Monday, December 27, 2004
hhhhaaaiixxx.. today woke up the latest in my family. ahaha. record broken arh.. but not that late arh.. only that my sibs n parents all woke up quite early. n today oso.. got wedding invitation lah.. i thot i was the only one going.. then when i was getting ready, my sis n bro all got ready osso.. wahh.. first time in like fer soo many months. that we all one family go together to a wedding invitation. another record broken.
hahaa. then we all went home arh.. i go straight to the comp. coz that time i was still not in a good mood. everytime i think of it, i'll cry.. uurrghh.. pls stop being so sensitive faizah! ahaha. then realli no one online sey.. soooo darn boring. got sooo soo mad, angry.. everything negative lah.. i just hate this feeling. urgh. urgh. urgh. why must.... uuurrgghhh!! feel like hitting someone sey. punching bag pls! ahahhaa.
then haziq went online.. he made mie feel better.. ahahhahaa.. kinda funny thing. he now got trademark ready arh.. ahahaha. okok. i bet he knows what i'm talking about rite..?
felt hungry.. so went outside. no one at all sey.. shocked. but dun care.. lazy to care.. find food lah. hungry! hahaa. got some dunno what junk food arh.. then continue playing comp.. what i do arh.. oh yea. ahaha. i changed the template. love this one! but i have to find some words that suit me.. fer him.. all about love lah of coz.. all the words i edit.. soo.. it's all fer him.. hehe..
then dunno what to do ready. hate sundays sometimes. but fer today.. i luurrvvee it.. coz i'm in a bad mood rite.. so no one can disturb. alone at home.. no one cares. wee..
oh yea. i assure u something! TMR WONT EVER EVER HAPPEN! i promise u.. if tmr happens arh.. biggest miracle.. i'll donate money to the charity arh.. [even though i'm broke now.. hehe.]whatever sey.. i dun care about tmr anymore. dun wanna talk about it. n i still havent got over something. i still hate what i hate now. so.. i realli dunno if i'll cool down tmr or not..
guess not. unless..... nvm2. forget it.. n i realli realli realli miss him.. *sobsob* why does he...? urgh.. tired of it lah.. i wrote what i'm tired of at my msn nick. so if u missed it, then too bad! but i realli cant deny this.. I'M MISSING HIM LIKE CRAZY! urgh.
how to vent my anger arh..? go play bbal? dun wan.. maybe tmr.. i'll just walk around alone.. yesh! that's what i wanna do.. hope i can..! n hopefully.. i can meet someone. haix.. so.. i'm signing off now lah..
missing him like crazy.. **n pls sms me**.. outz`~
