2004. one of the years that i would never never forget. alot of things happen within this 365 days. met some friends. but lost some too.. had a lot of great memories this yr. this post is specially fer u all that's reading. n to me oso! hehe. this will be the last time i write in 2004. *sobx*.

i remembered 2004 as the PSLE year. n also the year i was really really happy.. from the beginning, 6 peace's form teacher, mrs daisy yuen, would remind us to work extra hard this yr. n after the PSLE, we could do anything we want. that's what i've been waiting fer all along.. it was a tiring year. full of memories. this n that. n some which i wish that i could just forget n start anew.. but most of it is still fresh in my mind. we were occupied every monday, thursday n fridays... it's fun though. esp the waiting fer remedial part.. we get to go back gate. sneak out of sch n buy ice-cream. ahaha. yum! ppl sometimes ask me to buy also! hmph. ahaha. but nvm. i realli dun mind.

`10 september 2004. the day i wont ever forget. the day syamil said that he liked me. wah liao. u noe how darn freakin shock i was? few days back, someone started a rumor that i liked him. n i was lah that time.. but no one noes at all.. soo. whu could have told rite.. then azfar approached me. ask me if i liked syamil. wah liao. it realli was a shocking thing man!

i didn't accept him at first. coz he mention that he have a gf lah. blah3. that part long story. ahaha. soo.. on the 12 sep, i said to him [syamil], i asked him fer a 10 days trial. see if it'd work out lah. it's a loong week ahead.. tell u some that i cud remember k..

`13 sep 2004. on the first day of the trial.. after sch. i begged tabitha to go mac with me. coz i scared go home alone. coz i sensed something was going to happen after sch. ahaha. n guess what..? i was right.. while walking out the front gate.. i saw syamil, azfar, edafi [ i think] n hafiz.. (did i miss out anyone? hhehe). they followed me till mac. i was with tab. walking in front. then AQ approached me.. he was the only one in front with me n tab. the rest were behind. ahaha. n tell u something.. he's sooo darn irritating.. he kept askin me the same darn freakin question. if i had stead with syamil already.. ahaha. misunderstood sia.. i din say anything. coz the 10 days thing was so hard to explain, n i fear he might not understand n i would just be wasting my breath on him.. so i ignored him. hehe. baddie mie. n i din buy anything. just 'accompanying' tab eat. she oso din know anything about me n syamil.. ahhaa. until she heard AQ ask those things lah.. they din stay long. so.. after tab ate we left lah..

`14 sep 2004. that day was the first time i heard his voice. aawww.. it was just a priceless moment there. there's nth like it. n we talked. fer quite long. like 2 hours or so? until my hp batt went flat. ahahhaa. serious. i was doin my science hw at that time.. while talking to him lah.. n i ended up not doing anything in the book.. all u can see there were scibbles.. stupid sweet scribbles. ahhaa. hope u get what i mean.

i already started to like him more since.. soo.. on the `22 sep, we're together. yes we are. that's the date. 22 sep. nick's bday. ahahha. n i din expect it to be like this. no one expected it. like.. few months ago.. we dun even know each other. n now..? n like we were never in the same class. never. like whu'd expect this would happen to me rite..? soo. i guess.. it's fate. n i'm leaving everything to fate now. whether our relationship will last till sec 4..? i dunno.. always leaving it to fate.

`29 sep 2004. he asks me out. that time was like 1.58pm? yeah. going to be 2. erm. i wanted. i realli do. but didn't go in the end. coz i felt like i wasn't ready at all. too sudden decision to make. ahaha. n also, the week after was PSLE. haix. regrets fer life.

`30 sep 2004. there's a celebration fer teacher's day. n something real cute happen. my class kept bumping into 6grace. ahah. funny somehow.. n we also got remedial. so when mrs yuen was bringing us to the class.. then letting us go fer lunch, viknesh kicked my right leg. right at the bone. aaaooowww.. i nearly cried. well.. i did. coz i was touched. by the corncern my gang gave me. they kinda scolded viknesh like hell.. n also threatened to tell syamil. ahahahaa. sweet. but i hope they didn't. there's still a scar on my leg. but doesn't hurt at all now. my tcr bought us pizza. well.. i think most of the teachers did. ahha. so nth special. those classes.. lucky ones.. got extra special stuffs. hmph! no fair. aahaha.

so the week after is PSLE. i was supposed to be stress. but i'm not at all. i noe ppl expect alot from me. even if they din, i wanna prove that i'm smart. ahahhaa. i was supposed to do some revision rite.. but i played comp. while just flipping through my file. all i do is flip. flip. n flip some more. cant wait to end the god damn thing.

`8 oct 2004. our last paper. science. it was a 1h 30 min paper. so we were let off early. around 10 plus finish ready. so me, tab, les n shaz went to macs. when i going bac, i saw some boys downstairs. n kinda like shouting my name. i ignored. there were alot of boys. including him. hahaa. but that's something i wont ever forget. n he called me afterwards. just liddat. iii liikkeee! ahaha. i loove it soo much when he call me just liddat. without askin or anythin.

`11 oct 2004. the bball gathering. will never forget. but i shouldn't be writing every single thing here. soo. if u're present, u noe..

soo.. that's the days that i would never forget. days which are still fresh in my mind. wont go further now.. the rest of the days are written down. but there's some things i'd like to say to each of my fwens. in case i dont get any more other chances to say this. to..

FILZAH: thanx sooo soo much fer being such a good fwen. never regret any part of my life being friends with u. thank u god fer letting me meet such a wonderful girl here.. [eh.. like u're my gf liddat arh..? eeee.. ] ahahhaa. okok. n had great fun with u.. crapping. going out together. u're just the best person to go shoppping with! the most out-going person ever. haha. love dragging u where ever i go.. n i'm sorry if i may seem not to appreciate some things. n thanx. fer planning the thing on the 25th. no one have ever done such a thing. i'm realli touched. i may not realise that what u did fer me that day.. was to make me happy. sorry fer being such a bitch that day k! i am grateful to u.. pls know that. thank u soo much! i always want u to be my very very bestest friend forever. we got a lot of dreams together rite.. what we discuss all that. we must must make it happen k! hi5! *piack* hahaha. love ya sis-in-law! ;)

HAZIQ: hey there! thanx fer everything. everything that u've said to me. u noe something..? u mean something to me. n thanx soo much fer being my punching bag k! n hope u dun mind me calling u that.. hehe. n dun worry. i wont forget u..! this's from the bottom of my heart. i remember everything u said to me. all those advices. i'll keep that forever. n i never ever regret knowing such a fren like u. never. believe me.. whatever happens, dont give up ok. n i promise i'll be there.. if u need me. u can pour all ur angers or sorrows to me. n i'll be a listening ear. if needed, u're punching bag. hahaha. remember to ask me along if there's any bball match ok? and also..

" I will always tresure our friendship without counting the miles between us, the days we've been apart, or the difference we share.. " thanx fer everything. frens till the end..

SYAMIL: hey dear..! thanx soo much fer being what u are to me.. hehe. n u may not noe some things.. i know u wont read this.. but just in case u do.. i'd say these things which i've been keeping with me all this while. it's soo sudden why u like me.. every second.. every minute.. i'm soo soo afraid of losing u.. and esp when i felt that i'm neglected. i was really hating u then. but just didn't wan u to know.. i took up a lot of courage just to either ask u something or even, call u.. it's really hard fer me to continue this kinda life.. veri veri hard.. soo i hope.. to make things better.. each n every day. i never felt like this b4. never loved someone soo much b4.. n i never believed in love at first sight until u came along.. i had a crush on u even b4 u noe it.. coz there's just this special attraction that i cant resist when i see u..

i still keep some of the sms u send me.. esp those which i cant forget. those sweet sweet ones. i had almost over 150 of them. hahaa. serious. i have some dreams that i wanna fulfilled. n sometimes i really hate myself fer not talking to u in person although i have the chance to. it takes time.. n i hope next year.. i finally can do what i want. know that i never wanna lose u.. n pls pls pls call me whenever u free. sometimes, i'm really tired of waiting n making the first moves..

i'll be forever lurving u.. owaez.. n i've been missing u each n everyday.. sometimes i wish i could see u everyday.. but i know it's just impossible during the hols. sch starting. u'd be my inspriration to go to sch.. whatever happens.. pls know that.. u'll always have a special place in my heart. u wont be forgotten. n i promised as long as i live.. i'll love u.. till my last breath.. **u'll never be replaced**

SYAFIQ (2nd bro): hey there bro! why did u have to leave us..? i'll miss u soo much leh! anyways.. thanx thanx thanx fer being my bro. u're a veri good bro! u never give up on anything.. it's such a waste losing such a good-looking bro like u! n promise that i'll be ur lil sis? n make sure u dun forget me n ur elder bro arh.. we'll be 'siblings' forever ! ahaha. lame arh.. but i dun care! n dun be too shy k.. dun be too scared to woo any girls arh.. wan any help just call me! anytime! make sure we keep in touch tau!! friends forever! u'll always be my bro.. till the end of time.. :)

TABITHA: to my dearest friend. we'd probably lost touch.. but i wont forget the times we had together. all those laughters. i really really miss u.. i still remember all the stupid jokes we had together.. n i noe sometimes.. u get fed-up with me.. i'm sorrie if i'm being a bitch that time k.. we may be losing touch.. but i try as hard as possible not to forget u! u'll have no problems finding the right guy later in secondary sch. u're such a babe.. whu wouldn't be attracted rite.. but when u need someone to crap with.. or just wan a listening ear.. i promise i'll be there fer u.. just call! anytime! the phone lines are open fer u! hehe. best friends forever! [spongebob style] ahhaa. cutee! i'll always remember u whenever i see that episode! hehe.

SYAFAAT: hey there! maybe u wouldn't read this.. but heck cares arh. u're just the guy that a lot of girls like arh. i dunno why. but too bad to the girls out there arh. u got ur filzah readi. i'll be looking out. if any girl tried to break u 2 apart arh.. i haunt that girl arh.. ask her go do some soul-searching. soooo good are u in my class!! we'll be classmates AGAIN! hahaha. n u arh.. if u hurt filzah.. i'll haunt u first arh! i make sure i do that. looking foward to meet u all in sch!! ciaox.

ZENERAY: u bball freaks!! we always rock.. rite..? n hope that we could continue our training even though we wont be meeting each other often! just love it with u guys. u guys just rawks. looking foward to more trainings n outings. zeneray forever!

erm. think that's all ppl. darn freakin tired after all this thing.. soo .. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS! ciaox.

faizah. fie. fnug :D
ahmadibrahim, 3E5
a perfectionist

2004. one of the years that i would never never forget. alot of things happen within this 365 days. met some friends. but lost some too.. had a lot of great memories this yr. this post is specially fer u all that's reading. n to me oso! hehe. this will be the last time i write in 2004. *sobx*.

i remembered 2004 as the PSLE year. n also the year i was really really happy.. from the beginning, 6 peace's form teacher, mrs daisy yuen, would remind us to work extra hard this yr. n after the PSLE, we could do anything we want. that's what i've been waiting fer all along.. it was a tiring year. full of memories. this n that. n some which i wish that i could just forget n start anew.. but most of it is still fresh in my mind. we were occupied every monday, thursday n fridays... it's fun though. esp the waiting fer remedial part.. we get to go back gate. sneak out of sch n buy ice-cream. ahaha. yum! ppl sometimes ask me to buy also! hmph. ahaha. but nvm. i realli dun mind.

`10 september 2004. the day i wont ever forget. the day syamil said that he liked me. wah liao. u noe how darn freakin shock i was? few days back, someone started a rumor that i liked him. n i was lah that time.. but no one noes at all.. soo. whu could have told rite.. then azfar approached me. ask me if i liked syamil. wah liao. it realli was a shocking thing man!

i didn't accept him at first. coz he mention that he have a gf lah. blah3. that part long story. ahaha. soo.. on the 12 sep, i said to him [syamil], i asked him fer a 10 days trial. see if it'd work out lah. it's a loong week ahead.. tell u some that i cud remember k..

`13 sep 2004. on the first day of the trial.. after sch. i begged tabitha to go mac with me. coz i scared go home alone. coz i sensed something was going to happen after sch. ahaha. n guess what..? i was right.. while walking out the front gate.. i saw syamil, azfar, edafi [ i think] n hafiz.. (did i miss out anyone? hhehe). they followed me till mac. i was with tab. walking in front. then AQ approached me.. he was the only one in front with me n tab. the rest were behind. ahaha. n tell u something.. he's sooo darn irritating.. he kept askin me the same darn freakin question. if i had stead with syamil already.. ahaha. misunderstood sia.. i din say anything. coz the 10 days thing was so hard to explain, n i fear he might not understand n i would just be wasting my breath on him.. so i ignored him. hehe. baddie mie. n i din buy anything. just 'accompanying' tab eat. she oso din know anything about me n syamil.. ahhaa. until she heard AQ ask those things lah.. they din stay long. so.. after tab ate we left lah..

`14 sep 2004. that day was the first time i heard his voice. aawww.. it was just a priceless moment there. there's nth like it. n we talked. fer quite long. like 2 hours or so? until my hp batt went flat. ahahhaa. serious. i was doin my science hw at that time.. while talking to him lah.. n i ended up not doing anything in the book.. all u can see there were scibbles.. stupid sweet scribbles. ahhaa. hope u get what i mean.

i already started to like him more since.. soo.. on the `22 sep, we're together. yes we are. that's the date. 22 sep. nick's bday. ahahha. n i din expect it to be like this. no one expected it. like.. few months ago.. we dun even know each other. n now..? n like we were never in the same class. never. like whu'd expect this would happen to me rite..? soo. i guess.. it's fate. n i'm leaving everything to fate now. whether our relationship will last till sec 4..? i dunno.. always leaving it to fate.

`29 sep 2004. he asks me out. that time was like 1.58pm? yeah. going to be 2. erm. i wanted. i realli do. but didn't go in the end. coz i felt like i wasn't ready at all. too sudden decision to make. ahaha. n also, the week after was PSLE. haix. regrets fer life.

`30 sep 2004. there's a celebration fer teacher's day. n something real cute happen. my class kept bumping into 6grace. ahah. funny somehow.. n we also got remedial. so when mrs yuen was bringing us to the class.. then letting us go fer lunch, viknesh kicked my right leg. right at the bone. aaaooowww.. i nearly cried. well.. i did. coz i was touched. by the corncern my gang gave me. they kinda scolded viknesh like hell.. n also threatened to tell syamil. ahahahaa. sweet. but i hope they didn't. there's still a scar on my leg. but doesn't hurt at all now. my tcr bought us pizza. well.. i think most of the teachers did. ahha. so nth special. those classes.. lucky ones.. got extra special stuffs. hmph! no fair. aahaha.

so the week after is PSLE. i was supposed to be stress. but i'm not at all. i noe ppl expect alot from me. even if they din, i wanna prove that i'm smart. ahahhaa. i was supposed to do some revision rite.. but i played comp. while just flipping through my file. all i do is flip. flip. n flip some more. cant wait to end the god damn thing.

`8 oct 2004. our last paper. science. it was a 1h 30 min paper. so we were let off early. around 10 plus finish ready. so me, tab, les n shaz went to macs. when i going bac, i saw some boys downstairs. n kinda like shouting my name. i ignored. there were alot of boys. including him. hahaa. but that's something i wont ever forget. n he called me afterwards. just liddat. iii liikkeee! ahaha. i loove it soo much when he call me just liddat. without askin or anythin.

`11 oct 2004. the bball gathering. will never forget. but i shouldn't be writing every single thing here. soo. if u're present, u noe..

soo.. that's the days that i would never forget. days which are still fresh in my mind. wont go further now.. the rest of the days are written down. but there's some things i'd like to say to each of my fwens. in case i dont get any more other chances to say this. to..

FILZAH: thanx sooo soo much fer being such a good fwen. never regret any part of my life being friends with u. thank u god fer letting me meet such a wonderful girl here.. [eh.. like u're my gf liddat arh..? eeee.. ] ahahhaa. okok. n had great fun with u.. crapping. going out together. u're just the best person to go shoppping with! the most out-going person ever. haha. love dragging u where ever i go.. n i'm sorry if i may seem not to appreciate some things. n thanx. fer planning the thing on the 25th. no one have ever done such a thing. i'm realli touched. i may not realise that what u did fer me that day.. was to make me happy. sorry fer being such a bitch that day k! i am grateful to u.. pls know that. thank u soo much! i always want u to be my very very bestest friend forever. we got a lot of dreams together rite.. what we discuss all that. we must must make it happen k! hi5! *piack* hahaha. love ya sis-in-law! ;)

HAZIQ: hey there! thanx fer everything. everything that u've said to me. u noe something..? u mean something to me. n thanx soo much fer being my punching bag k! n hope u dun mind me calling u that.. hehe. n dun worry. i wont forget u..! this's from the bottom of my heart. i remember everything u said to me. all those advices. i'll keep that forever. n i never ever regret knowing such a fren like u. never. believe me.. whatever happens, dont give up ok. n i promise i'll be there.. if u need me. u can pour all ur angers or sorrows to me. n i'll be a listening ear. if needed, u're punching bag. hahaha. remember to ask me along if there's any bball match ok? and also..

" I will always tresure our friendship without counting the miles between us, the days we've been apart, or the difference we share.. " thanx fer everything. frens till the end..

SYAMIL: hey dear..! thanx soo much fer being what u are to me.. hehe. n u may not noe some things.. i know u wont read this.. but just in case u do.. i'd say these things which i've been keeping with me all this while. it's soo sudden why u like me.. every second.. every minute.. i'm soo soo afraid of losing u.. and esp when i felt that i'm neglected. i was really hating u then. but just didn't wan u to know.. i took up a lot of courage just to either ask u something or even, call u.. it's really hard fer me to continue this kinda life.. veri veri hard.. soo i hope.. to make things better.. each n every day. i never felt like this b4. never loved someone soo much b4.. n i never believed in love at first sight until u came along.. i had a crush on u even b4 u noe it.. coz there's just this special attraction that i cant resist when i see u..

i still keep some of the sms u send me.. esp those which i cant forget. those sweet sweet ones. i had almost over 150 of them. hahaa. serious. i have some dreams that i wanna fulfilled. n sometimes i really hate myself fer not talking to u in person although i have the chance to. it takes time.. n i hope next year.. i finally can do what i want. know that i never wanna lose u.. n pls pls pls call me whenever u free. sometimes, i'm really tired of waiting n making the first moves..

i'll be forever lurving u.. owaez.. n i've been missing u each n everyday.. sometimes i wish i could see u everyday.. but i know it's just impossible during the hols. sch starting. u'd be my inspriration to go to sch.. whatever happens.. pls know that.. u'll always have a special place in my heart. u wont be forgotten. n i promised as long as i live.. i'll love u.. till my last breath.. **u'll never be replaced**

SYAFIQ (2nd bro): hey there bro! why did u have to leave us..? i'll miss u soo much leh! anyways.. thanx thanx thanx fer being my bro. u're a veri good bro! u never give up on anything.. it's such a waste losing such a good-looking bro like u! n promise that i'll be ur lil sis? n make sure u dun forget me n ur elder bro arh.. we'll be 'siblings' forever ! ahaha. lame arh.. but i dun care! n dun be too shy k.. dun be too scared to woo any girls arh.. wan any help just call me! anytime! make sure we keep in touch tau!! friends forever! u'll always be my bro.. till the end of time.. :)

TABITHA: to my dearest friend. we'd probably lost touch.. but i wont forget the times we had together. all those laughters. i really really miss u.. i still remember all the stupid jokes we had together.. n i noe sometimes.. u get fed-up with me.. i'm sorrie if i'm being a bitch that time k.. we may be losing touch.. but i try as hard as possible not to forget u! u'll have no problems finding the right guy later in secondary sch. u're such a babe.. whu wouldn't be attracted rite.. but when u need someone to crap with.. or just wan a listening ear.. i promise i'll be there fer u.. just call! anytime! the phone lines are open fer u! hehe. best friends forever! [spongebob style] ahhaa. cutee! i'll always remember u whenever i see that episode! hehe.

SYAFAAT: hey there! maybe u wouldn't read this.. but heck cares arh. u're just the guy that a lot of girls like arh. i dunno why. but too bad to the girls out there arh. u got ur filzah readi. i'll be looking out. if any girl tried to break u 2 apart arh.. i haunt that girl arh.. ask her go do some soul-searching. soooo good are u in my class!! we'll be classmates AGAIN! hahaha. n u arh.. if u hurt filzah.. i'll haunt u first arh! i make sure i do that. looking foward to meet u all in sch!! ciaox.

ZENERAY: u bball freaks!! we always rock.. rite..? n hope that we could continue our training even though we wont be meeting each other often! just love it with u guys. u guys just rawks. looking foward to more trainings n outings. zeneray forever!

erm. think that's all ppl. darn freakin tired after all this thing.. soo .. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS! ciaox.

Adilah. Aisyah. Azli(: Diana. Dina. Durrah. FaizahBwss. Fangli. Fatimah. Hanim. Hazwani. Luqman. Nadia. Shahida. Shamim Shiddy. Sindhu. Syafiq.

ILOVEAPRIL:D 13april : Iswandi's Birhtday. 14april : Suqiman's Gig @ Gashaus 16april : Syafiq(prischoolmate) Birthday 18april : MY BIRTHDAY MY BIRTHDAY! 19april : happy 23rd LOVE. 20april : FaizahBwss Birthday/ make IC!! 21april : Chalet @ PasirRisPark 28april : SimYing's Birthday / FBA's gig @ Gashaus 30april : Shahril's Birthday

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