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♥ Monday, January 17, 2005
12:59 PM

hey there.. i'm back here.. from where i started.. i dunno why i said that.. maybe coz.. i'm back to this mood.. the mood i had the whole of this week.. sorta of depressed.. sad.. bla3..

i'm sooo really want something to happen this week. something that could last forever.. at least something! or else.. i dunno lah.. i'd be back thinking of what i should not.. hhaaiixx.. trying soo hard not to sadden myself this week. got 4 people's bday. filz. syafaat. hanim n huiling. filz n me wanted to make sorta like a celebration arh.. she wans to have the most memoriable bday ever rite.. with him.. i realli hope she'll get what she wans.

n our plan.. i realli dun think it'll happen.. but.. fer the sake of this friend of mine.. i'll make it happen! well.. maybe part of it will happen.. the part that involves me one.. i sure wont happen.. it's too hard.. too too hard fer me to make it happen..

i bought present fer hanim n huiling readi.. left syafaat's one. as fer filz.. *evil grin*. filz.. u wait long2.. ahahhahaha.. i'm praying soo soo hard that saturday will happen.. but like the other times.. last year.. it NEVER happen! never!! uuurrgghh.. i'm tired of all this u noe.. T.I.R.E.D. i dunno if i can take it anymore..

fer some of u.. i noe u dunno what the heck i talking rite.. nvm2.. i'll tell u someday.. but fer now.. i prefer not to tell.. hehehe.

HOPING SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS THIS WEEK! `outz.