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Thursday, January 20, 2005
i realli dun understand why u have to do this to me.. i dont deserve what i get.. what have i done that i deserve all these? i'm just too tired to think about all that.. but i realli realli dun understand why.. i cant get u out of my head. i tried soo hard. n i'm having a bad bad sore throat. think gonna get fever anytime nex week..
urrgh.. i dun deny that i miss u.. but i cant miss u.. i cant! u are supposed to get the hell out of my head dude.. hhaiiyya.. nvm2..
dun feel like telling about sch. coz.. i cant realli concerntrate n nth much happen.. n also.. i doubt he cares one bit. i'm soo sure about that. only that.. some new people come into my life.. like that guy from 1e5. soo funny.. cheered me up sometimes.. reminds me of syafaat.. onli.. in a diff way.. then another guy from 1e4. he looks like syamil when he smile.. ahhahaha.. both cute la.. but fer now.. i not soo interested. yet. ahah.. not readi to fall in love again.. will take a long2 time fer me to forget the current him..
hhaaixx.. i still cant believe it just happen.. `outz.