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Sunday, January 30, 2005
firstly, lemme start with my crazy dream. erm. got a dream yesterday nite. it was about syamil. he called me in the middle of the night. asking me a few things. that made me cry. his voice was like in a veri veri veri sad tone. like.. slowly n softly.. he asked me a few questions arh.. [which i prefer to keep it to mysel]. n i remembered. his last word in the call was.. '' take good care of urself k.. bye.'' omg. omg. omg. i realli cried. in fact, i'm crying now while writing this.. i feel soo soo soo bad. veri veri bad. urgh. i realli dunno what to do now.. i'm like trapped in my own world. not knowing what to do.. it's all meaningless. there's nth can do.. to ___ him ___.
haish. n btw. this morning i woke up, remembered about the dream. then cried again. haiya. i juz cried too much today lah. after that, i went out wit my parents. go fer breakfast. then blah3 la. duno where i go.. n oh yea. i bought a skirt. ahahhahaa. okok. not important. so.. after that, my father went to a workshop. changed some things about his car arh.. dunno what la. then me n my mom sat at one corner. then i saw 2 phones. ahahhaha.. look around first. then no one rite.. i called filzah with the phone arh. ahahaa. funn. n i told her about my dream. almost cried in front of my mom seh.. but lucikly din arh.. phhew. ahahhaa. then she say she going orchard. i realli wanted to follow. coz i noe i'd be bored to death at home today. so yey! i can. ahahhaha..
my father send me to admiralty mrt station there arh.. i waited fer filz n her mom. it's actually her mom that wanted to go shopping. we juz tag along lor. hehe. go orchard there. went OG first then.. dunno where lah.. i lost track myself. her mom finding something i think. erm. then walk2 readi, we ate at pizza hut. we din actullay ate pizza. juz a set of those side meals. surprisingly, we're kinda full. hehe. thenn after that, i got hiccups. ahahahaah. in watson i think, when buying something, i kept hiccuping. everytime i hiccup, filz would laugh like hell. n her laugh veri funny that time. so i laughed more. ahahhahaa. nearly dropped. =)
then at john little, while filz's mom were trying on somethings, me n filz were like crapping. talking and laughing about some stuffs. do stupid funny actions in the mirror. haha. to kill time.
after that we went home lah. then in the mrt like vewi crowded. took pics with filz hp. ahahha. doin funny poses one. ahahha. then delete larh. i dun wan people to see these stupid poses one. erm then going home buy the mashed potato. yum. nicee leh. i'm craving fer it now. ahhaha. erm, think that's it lor.
i missed being a queen. `outz.
