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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
erm. today morning.. normal arh.. blah3. n i realised something today.. today was the day i saw him the least. veri veri seldom today. maybe too seldom.. haiya. forget it la. erm.. then.. today i brought soo many darn books sia.. then i dropped some also.. i mean.. like i didn't bring some of the subject's books. then that's why i got into soooo much trouble.
first was science.. dropped the textbook. trouble. tcr going through the textbook. then next was engliash.. i brought the whole 4 damn books. but then the tcr nvr use. what sia.. today realli bad luck. haiixx.. then malay class.. erm.. i was like sooo excited fer mother tongue. hate hate hate all that other subjects! hmph! haiya.. dun talk about it aite..
so.. after sch. me n filz rushed arh. coz we both totally forgotten about the netball trial. soo we rushed. yes rushed. i mean like realli rushed. ahahhah. we waited fer the freakin bus to arrive.. but too slow.. so then.. fed up readi.. we waited fer a taxi lor. took taxi. dropped filz at her hse there then to mine. i ran. yes.. i mean RAN to my hse.. grab everything that i need. then off i go! find3 another taxi.. but dun have!! so i walk.. n walk.. n walk.. towards filz hse there arh.. then going to reach the circle green there.. FINALLY got a taxi! pppheeww. wah liao. spent like $5 to n fro from sch.. n back to sch.. haiya.. no choice.. no choice. hse soo far away! nvm2. then reach there.. all the people alreadi gather at the other side of the courtyard. we quickly2 arh.. but cchheeyyy.. havent start. thot what oni.. hahaha.
then we all do some warm ups arh.. run up n down.. 2 rounds i think.. ok lah. not so tiring. b4 that.. we were seperated into groups.. filzah got syamil's cousin.. shamila. soo good. ahahaha. then once.. shamila came to my group.. say to the leader of my group.. '' ehh.. one of ur babies[us] have bf readi leh..'' ahhaha. then i was like shocked arh.. i looked to filzah.. she made this one funny face.. soo.. i know arh.. from her one. ahahhahaha. then after all the warm-ups.. got water break.. filz told me arh. she accidentally let the cat out of the bag.. what sehh.. die2. aahaha. but i think nemmind2 la.. dun care.
erm then.. they showed us all the basic rules.. to pass the balls all that. got a lot of diff type of passes arh.. i finished most of them.. then one of the sec 3 leader.. approached me.. after she observed my team pass2 the ball all that. then she come to me n say.. ermm.. like.. ' ehh.. tell u something arh.. i got pin high hopes fer u leh..'' ahahhaha. i was like.. erm.. ''ooookkaaayyy..'' ahahha. then continue lor. then the time was extended to 6. wah.. tired sia. finally got friendly matches arh. but the time soo fast.. like 5 minutes onli. what la.. then around 6 liddat go home lor.. [ did i miss anythin out? hehe.]
oh yea. saw that girl from concert band.. the cute2 that dragged me to her.. quite a lot of times.. then during the netball training.. she was with azlee.. soo sweeett.. hold hands.. then sit one corner.. talk2.. nniiiceee. ahaha.
soo.. me n filz went home arh by bus. soo few people. GD! hehe. then we stop at admiralty there n eat. like about 6 plus readi. then in the KFC rite.. got the song 'that's what friends are for..' believe it or not.. i cried at that very moment. all those 6 peace moments.. i realli cried.. i miss them soo much like hell.. then now.. this happen.. this thing arh!! uurggh!! why cant i live happily each n every moment?? i was realli angry arh that time.. i wan my punching bag !! uuurrggghh!
then after finish eating.. going back arh.. we both saw cikgu elyyah!! aarrhhh!! miss her sooo much!! felt soo glad that i can see her! i was like jumping. ahahhaha. like the time i got my results. ahahha. then bla3 la. sooo tired.
sec school life is ssoo tiring. this whole week.. busy3! tmr i got chinese special programme.. at clementi.. then wed got netball training again. then thurs got chinese special programme again. then friday.. maybe going back to evergreen.. wah lieww... tired.. i wan someone!! someone whu can.. hhhaiixx.. nvm just forget about the whole ting . n i realli dunno if i shud just END it! uurgh.
`tired. depressed. confused. n always thinking.. `outz
