it's proven. i'm tired! but i wan todae to repeat again.. hehehee.. okok.. i finally got a close pic of elmo. wooooohooo.. sooo happy seh.. thanx a zillion sophia! love u! ahhahahaah.. okok.. then ytd i smsed him arh.. juz try2 my luck.. ahahha.. then about an hour after that, he replied. awwww.. realli didn't thought he was gonna reply leh.. but.. when i read bac all the msgs rite.. i feel weird. n i bet he feel weird answering all my weird questions too.. ahhahaa. weird.

the next morning, n that's todae, i went to sch with my sports shoe.. my aim for todae, is to WIN!! i noe not first la.. at least.. win sumthin!! hahahha.. soo i was really enthu about it. then when cum sch, not a lot of people wear sports shoe leh.. like paiseh liddat.. hahahha..

right after assembly must go to the houses n get out number tags. mine was 167. bleah. what the heck is 167. it's nth special at all!! but heck arh eh.. then the deddy, suria, izzat all that go call2 mie syamil. *smiles* while going back to class time, izzat aproach mie n say.. ''eh eh.. faizah kan? u run very fast rite..? n where's ur boyfriend arh?'' ahhahaa.. cute la him. soo short but talk soo much.

then lessons was as per normal. during literature, we all go dance studio. it was soo damn cold sehh.. n we had to act once again. but in a still position arh.. we can oni use one prop. we took a chair. the scene is, 'trying to stop a fight between a 2 boys fighting for one girl.' n worst part is, i had to be the girl! ahahha.. n the 2 guys were nathaphol n ratheshan. i cannot help laughing when i see how they fight leh.. like both of them pulling my hand, n the other hand was gonna punch the other guy's face la.. ahahahhaha.. but realli man.. funny arh..

the rest of them oso very nice.. all funny2. ahhahaa. then blah3. after recess got art. alahai.. we have to do this imaginary flying creature arh.. then need to do skecths all that.. ee.. for once, i hated it. then sch ended early. at 12.10. we all were everywhere!! excited.. n filz dun wan go eat.. soo i was outside my class there la.. jus looking2.. talking2 to illya all that.. then i changed all that la. tie2 hair. ahahaha. soo semangat. then the class was open la. i stood right in front of the door.. like guarding it. alot of unknown people went in the class.. well.. i din realli care.. noe why? cos i was concerntrating on the boys playing soccer downstairs. dowan to see soo near lah.. that's why i lean on the classroom door.. nicee view i tell u.. sooo clear..

then more people like pass by all that.. aahha. was juz fun leh.. then suria, deddy, syafaat, amirul n some other guys played with the soccer ball in the middle of e3 n e4. at the corridor there.. hahaha.. cute arh them.. n then.. around 1, i say byebye to my hp. cos i wont be bringing it there.. n took oni my number tag n the water bottle the sch gave us.. ahahhaa. some of them go n kick2.

assemble in the hall. all the track n field had to wear their jersey.. fer the girls is nice.. but fer the guys.. like kinda open. hahahaah.. somehow. sat down. all of us were soo excited. esp mie. i just cant wait to run.. sec 1 compatitors were the last one to leave the hall la. all of us gathered outside the general office there.. mie, hanim n filz were juz like 5 feet away from syamil, amirul, syafaat deddy all that. the whole damn big gang la. ahahha.. always whenever i somehow near him, i'd measure myself.. whus taller?! haiya.. it's still him la.. cant change it.

when one of the bus came, the whole damn big group ran to the bus.. dammit.. they catch the bus.. i realli realli wanted to go in with the rest of them la.. but 90% of them inside are boys. malay boys! like.. we girls extra liddat arhh.. soo.. forget it lor.

the rest of us had to wait for the next bus. in the bus i was soo like.. bored. actualli i was juz thinking lah.. looking outside the window there.. saving energy for later.. cehh.. hehhe.. reach there.. all the girls go toilet. ahhahaha. then we had to wait at this big2 stage la.. i saw the guys.. they sitting at the edge2 there.. soo mie filz n hanim n some other chinese girls whom i dunno whu the heck is, sat down somewhere where i can clearly see him. hehhee.. nicee.. we were at the place like 2. waited n waited n waited for the sec 1s competitive run. kinda sian arh.. 2 hours wait. then while i waiting rite.. izzat came with jiayang. he said that i'm syamil's gf. then they both go to syamil n say that that faizah's bf. what leh.. but hehe.. i like.. cute arh them..

after that, finally our turn to run. muz finish up the mineral water first arh.. i feel bloated after all that. then while under the shade rite, that izzat kept throwing things at me.. what leh him! then at the starting line, i was infront2 arh. i wanted to wait for filzah la.. but then when starting2, i ran quite fast. esp down the slope. soo then.. i lost sight of her. i ran at a constant speed for like the first 1.8km. was doing fine.. i didn't walk at all. cos i scared one i walk, people i didn't expect, will past mie.. esp if it is syamil.

so then got one route, the girls turn but the guys muz go straight. they are supposed to go to a longer route la.. for the girls it was like a u-turn u see.. soo when i was at that route, saw all those filzah.. sheril.. then a lil bit further, i saw syamil, amirul and izzat. the izzat go tease2 about mie n syamil.. i juz smiled la. no energy to say anything.. n then the 3 of them said, ''ehh ehh.. chill.. relaxx.. '' they were walking u noe.. like.. soo not enthusiastic. juz smiled n continue running lor. having known that syamil wont be competing with mie on that route, i stopped n walk. brisk walk. like realli no energy.. then one by one the track n field people start to overtake.

continued la.. sumtime, i jog. but then.. it was like under the hot scorching sun! i cannot tahan.. soo i juz walk.. then reaching the finishing line, i sprint. but then halfway, i jog. then i turn behind. i saw all illya!! soo i ran like hell! finally finish. they recorded down my number n i can go readi. at that moment, my leg hurts like hell. sooo damn freakin tired. i sat down arh.. wait3. then filzah all that come. then syafaat. then firman, amirul, hairi, jamal all that arh.. but i din see syamil at all. after about 20 minutes walking for people to reach the finishing line, i juz went bac la. on the way there.. i was kinda like limping. walk slowly2. was walking with filzah at first. but then she infront2 readi. then i look at the people completing the race rite.. then i saw syamil.. i think he saw mie too arh.. but heck. funny seh.. he suddenly soo fast then stop to take back his watch from the scouts.

when i reach at the tent there, illya, laila all that alreadi sitting down la. n they were calling mie. they said juz now they saw syamil. he was walking. then they both shouted, '' ooiii.. faster lah.. faizah is waiting for u at the finishing line!!'' then syamil realli sprint. ahahahhaa.. i was awwww-ing. hehee. so i sat down there la. with all of them.. nice u noe.. can juz sit anywhere u wan.. relek2.. talk2.. i din talk alot arh. i'm juz plain tired.

then i saw azli n iman collecting empty water bottles arh.. then suddenly.. i heard illya n laila calling my name. i realised that.. azli was the one asking where i am.. hehehe.. i feel soo known leh.. think about it.. why would AZLI ask fer mie?! rittex? hah! okok.

then i'll move on to the prize presentation part arhh.. i got a gold throphy! yayness. i got number 13th. top 15 get. yayness!! i sooo happy lehh.. then when i got the prize rite.. on the boys side there.. one whole big gang, i hear alot of people calling me 'syamil'. *smiles*

finish everything. then we had to line up. mr tan boon seng asking us to line up properly. onli us noe.. all the malay guys n some chinese girls n us. mr tan say.. faster.. we special.. but then ended up we had to collect rubbish filled with water bottle. n it was soo damn heavy. the bag oso split n all the bottles dropped out. soo now.. we had to realli empty the bottles so its lighter n put it into another plastic bag. azli n iman helped out. =)

then finish, me n filz carry one plastic bag arh.. scared it split into two. soo carefully. dun drop one. then halfway, saw muthe. he realli help us to carry n throw it into the big2 dustbin. we firstly thought that the rest all left readi rite.. but then ALL of them were still there. waititng for the bus. then wait3, illya ran to mie n said that the discipline mistress is scolding syamil. wah lande. i panicked leh.. i like.. run2 around wanna find him. then ask illya what happen all that.. iishh.. then while searching2 rite.. wentong, nathaphol all that told mie what happen to syamil. wahhh sehh. how they noe seh.. MAGIC! ahaha.. okok.. then soo i juz wait la.. for him to apprear..

about after 2 bus go readi, i saw him!! omfg! i was soooo relieved. then a bus stopped right in front of mie, filz n hanim arh.. nice arh.. we were the first ones to board it. i realli wanted syamil all that to take this bus oso arh. but then i noe sure they wont one arh.. we sat right at the back.. then got this sorta curtain to make it dark2 arh.. so can sleep. hehee.. but then the bus right beside ours, (*ahem.. havent move yet arh..) contain the malay guys!! dammit! then syamil was sitting right at the bac. the same place as i'm sitting.. he saw mie.. then he kinda like waved to mie!!.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww.. soo sweet. juz soo sweet.. miss that! got all those syafaat.. haiya. if oni i in that bus sitting beside him arhh..

the journey bac home was sooo long-winded. i sit in that bus oso tired leh.. soo.. i stared into space. cos i took the window seat u see.. ahh.. so juz look outside lor.. staring. ahahha. the stupid driver go make one big round to reach sch leh.. erghh.. stoopiid! then right outside the sch gate, from the window, i saw syamil, syafaat n amirul. filz go n like point2 mie to syamil.. n i like.. cover my fave with the curtain arh.. hehehe.. n although we left first.. they reach first.. seee.. stoopid bus driver! n then.. that's why we missed the 965 bus that syamil n syafaat took. dumb sehh.. we were like rushing bac.. but then the god damn bus came late. like 30 minutes late. amirul, andika, n some other guys whu were waiting fer the bus oso walk a long way n took the 969 bus instead. hah! i already half-dead when i reach home. with my heavy2 bag.. throphy somemore.. (ceh.. action arhh.. hahahha.. )


reached home half-dead, with muscles aches n hungry. so i grab a quick bite n went bed. without packing my bag.

todae is filled with a lot of smiles.. people start calling mie syamil.. damn i miss that. been a long time since anyone at all called mie syamil. hehehe.. well.. peace outx! :))

[writing on tues behalf]

faizah. fie. fnug :D
ahmadibrahim, 3E5
a perfectionist

it's proven. i'm tired! but i wan todae to repeat again.. hehehee.. okok.. i finally got a close pic of elmo. wooooohooo.. sooo happy seh.. thanx a zillion sophia! love u! ahhahahaah.. okok.. then ytd i smsed him arh.. juz try2 my luck.. ahahha.. then about an hour after that, he replied. awwww.. realli didn't thought he was gonna reply leh.. but.. when i read bac all the msgs rite.. i feel weird. n i bet he feel weird answering all my weird questions too.. ahhahaa. weird.

the next morning, n that's todae, i went to sch with my sports shoe.. my aim for todae, is to WIN!! i noe not first la.. at least.. win sumthin!! hahahha.. soo i was really enthu about it. then when cum sch, not a lot of people wear sports shoe leh.. like paiseh liddat.. hahahha..

right after assembly must go to the houses n get out number tags. mine was 167. bleah. what the heck is 167. it's nth special at all!! but heck arh eh.. then the deddy, suria, izzat all that go call2 mie syamil. *smiles* while going back to class time, izzat aproach mie n say.. ''eh eh.. faizah kan? u run very fast rite..? n where's ur boyfriend arh?'' ahhahaa.. cute la him. soo short but talk soo much.

then lessons was as per normal. during literature, we all go dance studio. it was soo damn cold sehh.. n we had to act once again. but in a still position arh.. we can oni use one prop. we took a chair. the scene is, 'trying to stop a fight between a 2 boys fighting for one girl.' n worst part is, i had to be the girl! ahahha.. n the 2 guys were nathaphol n ratheshan. i cannot help laughing when i see how they fight leh.. like both of them pulling my hand, n the other hand was gonna punch the other guy's face la.. ahahahhaha.. but realli man.. funny arh..

the rest of them oso very nice.. all funny2. ahhahaa. then blah3. after recess got art. alahai.. we have to do this imaginary flying creature arh.. then need to do skecths all that.. ee.. for once, i hated it. then sch ended early. at 12.10. we all were everywhere!! excited.. n filz dun wan go eat.. soo i was outside my class there la.. jus looking2.. talking2 to illya all that.. then i changed all that la. tie2 hair. ahahaha. soo semangat. then the class was open la. i stood right in front of the door.. like guarding it. alot of unknown people went in the class.. well.. i din realli care.. noe why? cos i was concerntrating on the boys playing soccer downstairs. dowan to see soo near lah.. that's why i lean on the classroom door.. nicee view i tell u.. sooo clear..

then more people like pass by all that.. aahha. was juz fun leh.. then suria, deddy, syafaat, amirul n some other guys played with the soccer ball in the middle of e3 n e4. at the corridor there.. hahaha.. cute arh them.. n then.. around 1, i say byebye to my hp. cos i wont be bringing it there.. n took oni my number tag n the water bottle the sch gave us.. ahahhaa. some of them go n kick2.

assemble in the hall. all the track n field had to wear their jersey.. fer the girls is nice.. but fer the guys.. like kinda open. hahahaah.. somehow. sat down. all of us were soo excited. esp mie. i just cant wait to run.. sec 1 compatitors were the last one to leave the hall la. all of us gathered outside the general office there.. mie, hanim n filz were juz like 5 feet away from syamil, amirul, syafaat deddy all that. the whole damn big gang la. ahahha.. always whenever i somehow near him, i'd measure myself.. whus taller?! haiya.. it's still him la.. cant change it.

when one of the bus came, the whole damn big group ran to the bus.. dammit.. they catch the bus.. i realli realli wanted to go in with the rest of them la.. but 90% of them inside are boys. malay boys! like.. we girls extra liddat arhh.. soo.. forget it lor.

the rest of us had to wait for the next bus. in the bus i was soo like.. bored. actualli i was juz thinking lah.. looking outside the window there.. saving energy for later.. cehh.. hehhe.. reach there.. all the girls go toilet. ahhahaha. then we had to wait at this big2 stage la.. i saw the guys.. they sitting at the edge2 there.. soo mie filz n hanim n some other chinese girls whom i dunno whu the heck is, sat down somewhere where i can clearly see him. hehhee.. nicee.. we were at the place like 2. waited n waited n waited for the sec 1s competitive run. kinda sian arh.. 2 hours wait. then while i waiting rite.. izzat came with jiayang. he said that i'm syamil's gf. then they both go to syamil n say that that faizah's bf. what leh.. but hehe.. i like.. cute arh them..

after that, finally our turn to run. muz finish up the mineral water first arh.. i feel bloated after all that. then while under the shade rite, that izzat kept throwing things at me.. what leh him! then at the starting line, i was infront2 arh. i wanted to wait for filzah la.. but then when starting2, i ran quite fast. esp down the slope. soo then.. i lost sight of her. i ran at a constant speed for like the first 1.8km. was doing fine.. i didn't walk at all. cos i scared one i walk, people i didn't expect, will past mie.. esp if it is syamil.

so then got one route, the girls turn but the guys muz go straight. they are supposed to go to a longer route la.. for the girls it was like a u-turn u see.. soo when i was at that route, saw all those filzah.. sheril.. then a lil bit further, i saw syamil, amirul and izzat. the izzat go tease2 about mie n syamil.. i juz smiled la. no energy to say anything.. n then the 3 of them said, ''ehh ehh.. chill.. relaxx.. '' they were walking u noe.. like.. soo not enthusiastic. juz smiled n continue running lor. having known that syamil wont be competing with mie on that route, i stopped n walk. brisk walk. like realli no energy.. then one by one the track n field people start to overtake.

continued la.. sumtime, i jog. but then.. it was like under the hot scorching sun! i cannot tahan.. soo i juz walk.. then reaching the finishing line, i sprint. but then halfway, i jog. then i turn behind. i saw all illya!! soo i ran like hell! finally finish. they recorded down my number n i can go readi. at that moment, my leg hurts like hell. sooo damn freakin tired. i sat down arh.. wait3. then filzah all that come. then syafaat. then firman, amirul, hairi, jamal all that arh.. but i din see syamil at all. after about 20 minutes walking for people to reach the finishing line, i juz went bac la. on the way there.. i was kinda like limping. walk slowly2. was walking with filzah at first. but then she infront2 readi. then i look at the people completing the race rite.. then i saw syamil.. i think he saw mie too arh.. but heck. funny seh.. he suddenly soo fast then stop to take back his watch from the scouts.

when i reach at the tent there, illya, laila all that alreadi sitting down la. n they were calling mie. they said juz now they saw syamil. he was walking. then they both shouted, '' ooiii.. faster lah.. faizah is waiting for u at the finishing line!!'' then syamil realli sprint. ahahahhaa.. i was awwww-ing. hehee. so i sat down there la. with all of them.. nice u noe.. can juz sit anywhere u wan.. relek2.. talk2.. i din talk alot arh. i'm juz plain tired.

then i saw azli n iman collecting empty water bottles arh.. then suddenly.. i heard illya n laila calling my name. i realised that.. azli was the one asking where i am.. hehehe.. i feel soo known leh.. think about it.. why would AZLI ask fer mie?! rittex? hah! okok.

then i'll move on to the prize presentation part arhh.. i got a gold throphy! yayness. i got number 13th. top 15 get. yayness!! i sooo happy lehh.. then when i got the prize rite.. on the boys side there.. one whole big gang, i hear alot of people calling me 'syamil'. *smiles*

finish everything. then we had to line up. mr tan boon seng asking us to line up properly. onli us noe.. all the malay guys n some chinese girls n us. mr tan say.. faster.. we special.. but then ended up we had to collect rubbish filled with water bottle. n it was soo damn heavy. the bag oso split n all the bottles dropped out. soo now.. we had to realli empty the bottles so its lighter n put it into another plastic bag. azli n iman helped out. =)

then finish, me n filz carry one plastic bag arh.. scared it split into two. soo carefully. dun drop one. then halfway, saw muthe. he realli help us to carry n throw it into the big2 dustbin. we firstly thought that the rest all left readi rite.. but then ALL of them were still there. waititng for the bus. then wait3, illya ran to mie n said that the discipline mistress is scolding syamil. wah lande. i panicked leh.. i like.. run2 around wanna find him. then ask illya what happen all that.. iishh.. then while searching2 rite.. wentong, nathaphol all that told mie what happen to syamil. wahhh sehh. how they noe seh.. MAGIC! ahaha.. okok.. then soo i juz wait la.. for him to apprear..

about after 2 bus go readi, i saw him!! omfg! i was soooo relieved. then a bus stopped right in front of mie, filz n hanim arh.. nice arh.. we were the first ones to board it. i realli wanted syamil all that to take this bus oso arh. but then i noe sure they wont one arh.. we sat right at the back.. then got this sorta curtain to make it dark2 arh.. so can sleep. hehee.. but then the bus right beside ours, (*ahem.. havent move yet arh..) contain the malay guys!! dammit! then syamil was sitting right at the bac. the same place as i'm sitting.. he saw mie.. then he kinda like waved to mie!!.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww.. soo sweet. juz soo sweet.. miss that! got all those syafaat.. haiya. if oni i in that bus sitting beside him arhh..

the journey bac home was sooo long-winded. i sit in that bus oso tired leh.. soo.. i stared into space. cos i took the window seat u see.. ahh.. so juz look outside lor.. staring. ahahha. the stupid driver go make one big round to reach sch leh.. erghh.. stoopiid! then right outside the sch gate, from the window, i saw syamil, syafaat n amirul. filz go n like point2 mie to syamil.. n i like.. cover my fave with the curtain arh.. hehehe.. n although we left first.. they reach first.. seee.. stoopid bus driver! n then.. that's why we missed the 965 bus that syamil n syafaat took. dumb sehh.. we were like rushing bac.. but then the god damn bus came late. like 30 minutes late. amirul, andika, n some other guys whu were waiting fer the bus oso walk a long way n took the 969 bus instead. hah! i already half-dead when i reach home. with my heavy2 bag.. throphy somemore.. (ceh.. action arhh.. hahahha.. )


reached home half-dead, with muscles aches n hungry. so i grab a quick bite n went bed. without packing my bag.

todae is filled with a lot of smiles.. people start calling mie syamil.. damn i miss that. been a long time since anyone at all called mie syamil. hehehe.. well.. peace outx! :))

[writing on tues behalf]

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