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♥ Saturday, July 09, 2005
11:42 PM

the worst has come. things arent better. how i wish i could wipe all ur fears away. those pain you've beared for so long. those tears you've cried for nights.

i want to share the sufferings you've been through. i want to be there for you in rain and shine. its seems so impossible. i cant do anything. useless i feel when this happen. i cant bear to part. i cant bear to cry.

hoping to mend those broken pieces in ur heart. losing everything i'd bear to part. just for you to smile. for you to live blissfulyl. i dont mind sacrificing anything for you. anything that have been asked to do.

moments holding you, kissing you, hugging you and being there for you, flashed through my mind. those moments may just be fading away and slowly gone, forever. and maybe tomorrow, i may never ever see you again. dreading that day to come. i wonder why is heaven being so unfair to us.

everything seemed right. those calls and msgs we have shared are still fresh in my mind. but now knowing im missing you soo much and cant even let you know, is heartbreaking. just when i want to hear you, there seems to be like a wall in between.

these tears im crying are just for you. hoping that you felt it too. im missing you. and im shivering. im soo afraid of losing you. sometimes we have to face these obstacles and challenges god has thrown at us. be strong. im still here. i love you dear. sincerely, i do.

-for u dear. i miss you.