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Friday, July 29, 2005
i could go on if i wanted. but i'll just make it short.
waiting for u in the canteen, hoping u'd sit beside me every morning. and u came. and i doubt u wanna see me yet. u looked cute. hehz. i could feel the reluctant-ness in ur eyes. i could have just walked away. theres only one thing on my mind during lessons, YOU. the only one. hekz. all worried up i get when i wonder what you'd do if ure terribly upset in class.
after sch, hmm. at least u smiled. my heart melted when i saw the sparkle in ur eyes. couldnt spend much time with u. u were busy with ur own stuffs. but its okay. i then went for history remedial. finished and saw u. sooooo far away. hekz. thought u went for self-study. so i went to the fitness corner at the back of our school with some of the track guys, renee and sukashi. climbed walls. be a monkey for a while. takes out everything thats weighing on my mind. well. by laughing and doing stupid stuffs. hakz.
went back to the canteen. did some homework done. then i remembered, we were supposed to go seletar reservoir together IF everything goes well. but i guess not. hehz. saw u in the canteen for a while then. wished u would stay though. but u left for soccer. hehz. i dunno uh. i could see something was wrong in ur eyes ever so obviously.
when i bid goodbye, i saw the eyes again. and the reluctant smile. and soo i left. took the train to marina. met up with my sis and mom. walked along alone. tears welled up in my eyes. wishing u were there. watched 'the island'. i know i shouldnt cry to an action movie. but tears started to welled up again. my first movie since we're together, without u next to me. and i thought u'd like the show. as much as how i'd like u to be next to me at that point of time.
and i was waiting for ur call. hehz.
♥
Friday, July 29, 2005
i could go on if i wanted. but i'll just make it short.
waiting for u in the canteen, hoping u'd sit beside me every morning. and u came. and i doubt u wanna see me yet. u looked cute. hehz. i could feel the reluctant-ness in ur eyes. i could have just walked away. theres only one thing on my mind during lessons, YOU. the only one. hekz. all worried up i get when i wonder what you'd do if ure terribly upset in class.
after sch, hmm. at least u smiled. my heart melted when i saw the sparkle in ur eyes. couldnt spend much time with u. u were busy with ur own stuffs. but its okay. i then went for history remedial. finished and saw u. sooooo far away. hekz. thought u went for self-study. so i went to the fitness corner at the back of our school with some of the track guys, renee and sukashi. climbed walls. be a monkey for a while. takes out everything thats weighing on my mind. well. by laughing and doing stupid stuffs. hakz.
went back to the canteen. did some homework done. then i remembered, we were supposed to go seletar reservoir together IF everything goes well. but i guess not. hehz. saw u in the canteen for a while then. wished u would stay though. but u left for soccer. hehz. i dunno uh. i could see something was wrong in ur eyes ever so obviously.
when i bid goodbye, i saw the eyes again. and the reluctant smile. and soo i left. took the train to marina. met up with my sis and mom. walked along alone. tears welled up in my eyes. wishing u were there. watched 'the island'. i know i shouldnt cry to an action movie. but tears started to welled up again. my first movie since we're together, without u next to me. and i thought u'd like the show. as much as how i'd like u to be next to me at that point of time.
and i was waiting for ur call. hehz.
