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♥ Monday, August 29, 2005
8:30 AM

and so i just got back from east coast. rented bikes. played frisbee. was fun. but i bet it'd be great with him around. plus a few of our friends too. haiya. i dont wanna elaborate. its those typical stuffs you do at the beach. cycle. see2. ice-cream. nothing really interesting.

back home. went straight online. i was really hoping that he'd be online. and he was. you have no idea how happy i was when i saw him online. a few drops of tears. hehz. but then he left. so quickly. i miss him. i miss the carefree happy him. everything's going down. he cant stop worrying. and neither can i. things arent looking to the bright side. its all dark and empty. this is already killing me slowly to see him like this. i cant dare to imagine if things were to get worst. he lost faith in himself. and me, i cant seem to convince him any further. i still have faith in him. i miss those smiles of his. the happy, dont-care-about-anything-in-the-world-when-having-fun him. hehz.

where are you.