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♥ Wednesday, August 31, 2005
7:21 AM

sorry about the previous post. everything wasnt right yesterday. everything went down for me. hehz.

didnt see him in the morning but saw him during recess. he just came to school. hehz. i missed him so much. he got his new class tshirt. its nicee. pink and black. hehkz. very cool design too. after school, i didnt see any of them sitting in the canteen. they were at the volleyball court. him too. i just sat in the canteen with some of them and did some maths. hah. so much for wanting to finish homework by today. ( i didnt finish any at all =X )

said goodbye to him and went up to the hall for well-being. lower sec students. i sat in my rows and then saw firman right beside me. uh, damn. the ever so noisy and chaotic 1n1 was beside my class. just followed the teacher in front. it wasnt fun one bit. but i was actively participating. not like some. hakz. i wanna get 6packs! ahahaha. dream on lah eh. i was sweating all the way. not cause it was tiring. cos it was sooo dense inside there. i think it'd be better if it was in the courtyard. hekz.

went back to class. then got some unnecessary uninvited guests. just to pass some damn things. went back down. he was still playing volleyball. got some drinks. sat for a while. and watched him play volleyball. hehz. then everything went down.

i just missed him lah sometimes. theres so many things i wanna say. but i just dont have the chance to. he's forever busy with his own stuffs. i know there's a need to give him some space. but, not until im left alone. hehz. its so empty lah sometimes. i have very little time to pour out things. and even online, my comp have been bombarding me with problems.

i decided not to go home in tears. filzah accompanied me along the way. we went back by the back gate. there were smiles again. i went to 7eleven and Nat treated me to cup noodles. ahahaha. i was hungry, okay! im always hungry after i cried. hehz. is that a good thing? haha. waited for him to finish soccer. then i accompanied him to khatib. talk things out. and yeah. things are okay now i guess. =)

i've always loved you. it has never changed. even if not, never less. always more. thankyou for calling.