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♥ Friday, August 26, 2005
8:50 AM

life hasnt been that well for him i guess. theres so much things weighing in his mind. so many gun shots at a time. everybody have been asking if he was sick or something. i guess no one could understand the state he is in now. i was dead worried. although when he said he was going to be fine. i knew it was not to make me worry. he kept staring into spaces. sighing. thinking. and keep quiet. how can i not worry right. how i wish i could magically bring him to paradise. a place with nothing else but beauty. somewhere that could bring him away from worries, fears or tears.

at this time is when i feel ever so helpless. i couldnt do anything but just follow what he wants. if i could, i wouldnt wanna leave him alone after school. i'd accompany him and be there for him. but i guess thats not what he needed at that point of time lah. i got to give him some space to breathe too. so, oh well. he got better when i see him around 4plus.
i want to heal the pain in your scars.

im closer than you think when we're apart. you're always on my mind ...