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♥ Saturday, August 13, 2005
8:38 AM

and so i cried even before the assembly started. it was raining. i guess they felt my pain too. couldnt stop crying even after assembly. alot asked why. alot saw. but i just sat there with those never-seem-to-end tears. ive shed too much i guess. got better after recess but my broken heart wasnt mended yet. it still left a mark, a crack. hehz. i doubt anyone could understand how heartbreaking it was. too deep.

after school, it didnt stop. wondered to myself why this had to happne. studied to keep my mind off things. but at one point, i couldnt help it. those tears just fell. hehz. my eyes burn from these tears. heh. then the track guys plus him played 'only one (acoustic)'. and everyone sang. awwwww. i got up and smiled. touched. it was somehow, blissfully beautiful. and the whole canteen was ours. hee~

had times when i was thinking and broke down again. he went back around 5. i went to the volleyball court and watched MANGO played volleyball. it cheered me up somehow. its soo interestingly funny. then went to long john- np. when i was eating, saw him outside. with his home clothes uh. hehe. awww. was nice seeing him smiling from afar. he stayed for a while. and then we all went home.

so deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me.