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♥ Sunday, October 02, 2005
9:54 AM

im rotting away. at home. alah. this morning was sooo not in my favour. i almost broke down. hehz. cos my parents were overseas. eh, no. not cos of that. good that they're not at home. sooo i can go out and come back any frigging time i want. but instead. i didnt go out at all. urgh. wtf lah. thats why i broke down. i wanted to go out and enjoy myself or smth. or even, sneak out and meet him for a while. but he couldnt see me after mendaki and went back straight after that already. i was supposed to have lunch out. with him. but i had to dig for instant noodles at home instead. arrrggghhhh, damn. see. i can explode anytime now.

i was at home for like 8/9 hours alone at home? when i can go out and enjoy like crazy, i was at home. mugging in front of the comp. hah. but at least i caught him online the whole time. which healed my going-to-expliode-anytime-soon head. hakz. and i realised that i ate twice as much these days. if i had more money to spare, maybe trice as much. i just hope to see good news when i step on the weighing machine. hehe. my motivation- him. =))

where's my white chocolates? =(