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♥ Monday, October 31, 2005
3:59 PM

i went over to malaysia. followed my parents. and went to chop my hair up. ah yes, CHOP. now i look like some japanese emokid. nyahahhaha. laugh your head off again. cos im doing the same. mcm Naima tak jadi. i think i could do a mohawk like travis if it was a lil shorter. fringe? dont ask. the hairdresser go and cut it friggin short. yah lah. like those japanese style. gawd. but it was cheap, okay. nice lahhh. gotta get used to it. urm, then i walked3. broke fast there. and pulled through the traffic jam from there to singapore for like an hour and a half.

i stared at the blackest sky. the small lights up above made me wondered if it was stars or satelites. hehz. then thoughts ran wild. silent tears dropped. i whispered to my inner self. i think i could barely see my future ahead. i search and search for something to look forward to everyday. i prayed that life would get better tomorrow. forget yesterday and look forward to tomorrow. the grass is always greener on the other side. there's always something to look up to when everything seems like hell. hehz. thanks.

im going for track training tml. yay? yah. i should be looking forward to running 7km or worse. be mentally and physically prepared for the toughest training i ever had to come. i will pursue! nyahah. like some superhero phrase lak.

reached home and my brother saw my new hair. weeeeeeee. he likes it. awwwh. then i'll like it too. he's always right. he knows me best. he'll help to wax my hair some time later. yay. <3. hearts to you bro. =) after much thought, i dont think i'll be getting a new phone. or should i? this phone of mine have dropped from all heights. nyahaha. and countless scratches you can find. its borinnngg. urm, anyone has an infared cable from the phone to computer? i need it desperately.

a daily thought
a silent tear
a constant wish
that you are near