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♥ Saturday, November 12, 2005
4:00 AM

i dont feel like posting about yesterday. these 2 days are bad. yesterday got sick. so did firman. hehs. poor him. i just dont feel right today. woke up late for track. was sick at the same time. my throat's ulcer is getting from bad to worse. its like a part of your inner throat skin is tearing away. and the pain is overbearing man.

hehz. slaps my face for looking forward to something thats not gonna happen. i should have known. i wanted to be there since last week. only to find myself tearing over this whole thing. i thought it would happen. but i was soooo wrong.

oh, another thing.
i dont like being liked by people i dont like. heh. so sorry. theres just these people asking for my number and all. its really frustating when im forced to entertain them. i did a big mistake. and now there's no way out. uh, im so dommed. im soo lost. i think im gonna break another heart. i already broke one a week ago. theres no other choice. i had to.

ARRGGH. i still want to go and watch them.

maybe i could meet you there ..