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Sunday, November 06, 2005
i think i slept on the wrong side of bed yesterday. the tossing. the turning. the arm aching. urgh. i simply couldnt sleep after that. found myself wide away until 2am watching tv. urm, i think its more like the tv is watching me stare blankly into space wanting to sleep. god. maybe i should take sleeping pills or something. nyahahaha.
i was out the whole day today. jalan raye here and there. there's still tons of houses in my mind we havent been to. those nice2 ones too. ahhhh, the blissful surroundings they have. the last house was on top of drive thru macs. omfg. its soo friggin big. 2 story house. with a personal gym there too. i went outside to the balcony and could smell the fresh air. could hear the cars passing by. could see the long queue of cars wanting to buy macdonals. its soo the dream house i wanted. me and my brother were daydreaming about it. he said he would show the girls wad big house he have. hah. all girls are materialistic.? heh, i hope im not. i dont go for guys with money. i go for guys with heart. rich guys have lots to offer with money. but maybe i prefer normal status guy with lots more to offer from the heart. =)
while i was happy enjoying, i didnt realise that
kecohrism strikes at my tagboard. i hope to clear this off soon uh.
a thousand apologiez to everyone. this must be a whole misunderstanding. i used to make wild wild assumptions too when i was really angry. all hell will break lose in my head. all negatives will come. but i myself said before, assumptions arent always right. and we dont have the right to make one how ever angry we are. im not on anybody's side. just, please. lets clear this once and for all.
whoever you are. nadia or bloghopper or sylvia or anyone of my friends. lets not fight about this. me and her are not bugging each other. yes. some things are just meant to be. whoever side you are on, i just wanna clear some things. yes, its hard for me to accept the fact that everything seemed to be over and happening so fast. but i wont be putting any hopes on him cos i know its already impossible now. it takes time for me to slowly forget this whole thing. i apologize for any comments i made before. or any small letter words i confessed. im just expressing the way i feel about things but now, i really think i shouldnt expressed them anymore. but, this is my blog. its up to you which view you want to take. i wont blame you. im getting on with life. and so are they. i wont be so selfish anymore as to stop them from anything. they have their life. i have mine. but this is how i express myself. through blogging. who else could i go to to say all these.? everyone has a different point of view about this whole thing. and its up to you. i wont force you to see it in my positive way. i admit im not always right.. there were some things i said on some occasions which are just assumptions too. and im sorry. i hope this wont happen again.
call me wadever you want. dont include my friends. everyone has the right to hate anyone they want. but sometimes, in life. we have to tolerate each other's negative bahaviors to live. you cant expect the whole world to be ouh-so-nice to you right? quotes a friend, " why bother about the things that make you unhappy. just ignore them larhh. they'll soon get tired of it anyway. '' hehz. i live to that right now. sooo many things happening. soo many people asking me this and that. condeming me in every possible way. wad can i do? they have their own opinion. and i should respect that. or i could just ignore their negativity towards me. soon you'll find out that all these are helping you get on with life. going through those hard obstacles strongly. and when you think back, you'll see how strong you are. =)
hehs, this is my point of view. my opinion. sorry if i said anything without knowing the facts before. sorry for sometimes making assumptions. sorry for all those things im not supposed to say. heh. im sincerely sorry. i hope this so called ''war'' in my tagboard will stop.
those who wanted to tag again. please do. dont stop tagging. your tags make my day. =)
♥
Sunday, November 06, 2005
i think i slept on the wrong side of bed yesterday. the tossing. the turning. the arm aching. urgh. i simply couldnt sleep after that. found myself wide away until 2am watching tv. urm, i think its more like the tv is watching me stare blankly into space wanting to sleep. god. maybe i should take sleeping pills or something. nyahahaha.
i was out the whole day today. jalan raye here and there. there's still tons of houses in my mind we havent been to. those nice2 ones too. ahhhh, the blissful surroundings they have. the last house was on top of drive thru macs. omfg. its soo friggin big. 2 story house. with a personal gym there too. i went outside to the balcony and could smell the fresh air. could hear the cars passing by. could see the long queue of cars wanting to buy macdonals. its soo the dream house i wanted. me and my brother were daydreaming about it. he said he would show the girls wad big house he have. hah. all girls are materialistic.? heh, i hope im not. i dont go for guys with money. i go for guys with heart. rich guys have lots to offer with money. but maybe i prefer normal status guy with lots more to offer from the heart. =)
while i was happy enjoying, i didnt realise that
kecohrism strikes at my tagboard. i hope to clear this off soon uh.
a thousand apologiez to everyone. this must be a whole misunderstanding. i used to make wild wild assumptions too when i was really angry. all hell will break lose in my head. all negatives will come. but i myself said before, assumptions arent always right. and we dont have the right to make one how ever angry we are. im not on anybody's side. just, please. lets clear this once and for all.
whoever you are. nadia or bloghopper or sylvia or anyone of my friends. lets not fight about this. me and her are not bugging each other. yes. some things are just meant to be. whoever side you are on, i just wanna clear some things. yes, its hard for me to accept the fact that everything seemed to be over and happening so fast. but i wont be putting any hopes on him cos i know its already impossible now. it takes time for me to slowly forget this whole thing. i apologize for any comments i made before. or any small letter words i confessed. im just expressing the way i feel about things but now, i really think i shouldnt expressed them anymore. but, this is my blog. its up to you which view you want to take. i wont blame you. im getting on with life. and so are they. i wont be so selfish anymore as to stop them from anything. they have their life. i have mine. but this is how i express myself. through blogging. who else could i go to to say all these.? everyone has a different point of view about this whole thing. and its up to you. i wont force you to see it in my positive way. i admit im not always right.. there were some things i said on some occasions which are just assumptions too. and im sorry. i hope this wont happen again.
call me wadever you want. dont include my friends. everyone has the right to hate anyone they want. but sometimes, in life. we have to tolerate each other's negative bahaviors to live. you cant expect the whole world to be ouh-so-nice to you right? quotes a friend, " why bother about the things that make you unhappy. just ignore them larhh. they'll soon get tired of it anyway. '' hehz. i live to that right now. sooo many things happening. soo many people asking me this and that. condeming me in every possible way. wad can i do? they have their own opinion. and i should respect that. or i could just ignore their negativity towards me. soon you'll find out that all these are helping you get on with life. going through those hard obstacles strongly. and when you think back, you'll see how strong you are. =)
hehs, this is my point of view. my opinion. sorry if i said anything without knowing the facts before. sorry for sometimes making assumptions. sorry for all those things im not supposed to say. heh. im sincerely sorry. i hope this so called ''war'' in my tagboard will stop.
those who wanted to tag again. please do. dont stop tagging. your tags make my day. =)
