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♥ Sunday, November 27, 2005
2:46 PM

today was like a roller coaster. yess. but overall, it wasnt that bad lah. just left some scary thoughts and redundant regrets. hehz. yupp. so lets not talk about the scary/sad oness lah for now kay.

believe it or not, i started raye-ing at 7 in the morning. my parents send me to hakim's house in johor. hehe. the 2 harriths were supposed to follow. but both buey me. so, ohh well. massive traffic jam at singapore causeway. slept for like one hour only to wake up passing the malaysia causeway already. hehe. SO FAST! =)) my father searched and searched for hakims house. we only knew the address. not the place. hmmm, got to the right place. but couldnt find the house. ok fine, we got lost. =X

but finalleh we found it. hehe. hakim's father met my father. and yes, they were talking like havent-met-in-ten-years old friends. hahaha. they clicked uh. hehe. now i got more reasons for them to let me go again. ehhh?! hehe. some of the guys were there already. and my parents stayed for breakfast. hakim's mom cooked for us nasi lemak. hehe. nice nice. his house's big uhh. nice family. each and everyone of them are very easy-going and also, a big eater. nyaahha. yuppss. his sister ate as much as him too. god. and they still look slim. hakz. kay enough.

took pics and all and hakim's mom sent us to the malaysia causeway there. chop chop passport. hehehe. it was fun. i didnt know it's like that all this while. urmm. boarded the hot and stuffy bus and got to singapore. yay. chop chop passport somemore. hehe. then took bus to causeway where we meet the rest of them. then go jalan raye. yay. i was really happy uhh. eat eat eaat at every house. hekz.

overall we only went to 5 houses. the rest of the houses we already went on last saturday. so yeah. it was fun. lets not start about luqman's house. it made me cry. shit. kay. dont talk about it. fuck that man. freaky. left with a blank mind. kay. dont make me think. it hurts my brain. nyaahaha.

caught in the middle of nowhere deciding where to go. so we took the bus to northpoint. some suggested we catch a movie. but i didnt want to spend. and the movie timing wasnt right. so some left to go home. we didnt want to spend. maybe just hangout somewhere or smth. crazy ideas by each and everyone of us. some wanted to go to the jamming place and make a mess. haha. some wanted to go park, safra. alaaahhh. kecohrism lah. ended up, just a small number of us sat and we talked. hehz. it was fun. but kinda emo too.

well, sometimes you gotta stop and ask yourself wad you really want. live is like looking at a picture too close at some point of time. you got to stop and take a few steps back and see the whole picture, the whole story. yeahh. and i think i need to do that real soon. but i dont think i should regret doing anything. everything happens for a reason. there's a reason why that particular thing happen to me. its part of life. i'd just have to accept it, i guess. hehz.

it was late. like 11plus at night. decided to take a cab back. shared with hakim. but we couldnt get a decent friggin taxi for 20 minutes. but finalleh, yes. got it. =) luckily my mom just got back too. phhewwww. i just wished today wasnt that bad as most expected it.

secrets from within.
big hugs to everyone. we all care for each other. we do.
i love you. you love me. we're a happy family. =D

kay now. pictures. =))



at mdm hartini's house. ( and omg. she lives just a few blocks away from me?)



faz and kimo.



me and sukashi. (:




style, NOT.



a group pic. but not all are present.



funnyy. but style though. smile for the camera in front! =D

okays done. there were more. but i dont think its appropriate. so, oh well. there youu go.

you've got yout place inside my heart.