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♥ Monday, November 21, 2005
12:05 PM

today's windy day causes the uneven mood in me. it just blows away my happy mood. and here come the not so happy ones. went jln rayer again today. actually it was only cause of illya's open house party. but went to a few other houses too.

i met iman at wdls interchange. hehz. im so happy inside that iman treating me now is the old iman. not the iman before school closes. hehe. and for that, thank you. =) took 962 frm there. long bus journey. stopped at sembawang mrt and met aameer and lee. the lazy bums were late. took 962 again and we got lost. walk and walk and then find ourselves back to square one. so we just continued walking. just couldnt see the camberra primary laah. but finalleh ended up in illya's house. now, that pays off.

then soon the other people came. most of them are band members. haha. i couldnt imagine my netball seniors going to MY open house. track seniors, yeah of course. teeheehee. the mom cooks nice briyani. eh, is it even briyani? nyahahaha. kay, it was just delicious. i ate until my stomach was full. and then just sat around, took pictures and all. hehe. thank god aameer was there. or i wouldnt have any friend to keep quiet with. hehz.

headed to iman's house after that. aameer went off. now, i felt like a big nuisance. im the only non-band member. but oh well. they're my friends too right. blah. blah. blah. wanted to head home after that, but didnt cause there's nobody at home. so i'd rather continue jalan rayer.

took 965 to iffah's house. yay. got that noodles i was craving for the whole night. weee~ so i ate and ate and ate. god! its sooo frigging nice kia. i want the recipe! give my mom. then ask her cook for me everyday. nyahahhaah. AS IF lah eh.

stayed like an hour or 2 at iffah's house. slacked around. eat3. talk3. stare. think. listen. look. wadever lah. it was dark by the time we went off. i didnt really went home after that. i just couldnt. so i walked and walked and walked until the bus stop before chong pang there. hehz. eh. no, before that. yeahh. then took a bus back.

im sorry for breaking the promise.

for the million times i tried so hard to stay strong just for the sake of everybody.
i know it will come someday, just maybe not soon enough.
i dont want anything else to change.
today just wasnt right.
sorry guys.