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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
phew. im officially tired. droppy eyes. running nose. warm2 forehead. muscle aches. the frigging ulcer in my troat. gawd, im tired and hopeless and miserable right now.
i got track in the morning. we did slopes. first time sey. and its difficult to push yourself. well, i did push. but maybe just not hard enough. i think if i push myself like hell right, i wouldnt be here telling you all these. maybe lying in the hospital or smth. hah. walked back to school from the yishun park. talking about some adult stuffs with fangli and janice. nyahahhaa. suddenly talked about marriage and guys not being faithful and all. ahahhaha. and i have no idea who started it though. hehe. then we did gym and strengthening. and mr rauf gave us a long talk. about success and everything lah. heh. who doesnt know him.
got out of the gym and sat in the canteen for a tiny weeny while. and waited for some of them to finish bathing. then saw the sec 4s come down. and the boys finished bathing. went for lunch with erma. cos she claims she got no friend. urm, and a few others too lah. bus was frigging packed. messages from the unknown. guilty conscience for being there. all thoughts ran in my empty mind. hehs. and we ate in KFC. supposed to get back earlier cos i going out later but something made me stay.
went back with erma. she accompanied me take 858. and i got ready straight away. bathe and all. packed my bags. filled it up with bottoms and 3dash1's shirt. =)) haha. then went to meet illya. guess today wasnt our day. mostly all came. but it rained. uugghh. but then it stopped. when the rest were busy starting the frigging fire, me afiqah hazique and syafaat were playing soccer. ah yes. SOCCER. noo idea lah. just kick2. catch2. nyahaha. then suddenly it turned to a game of monkey when more people joined it. wayy cool. cos it tests your catching of ball skills. which i have. =X hakz. it was drizzling. i was with my sneakers and folded jeans. i looked like some girl going to orchard playing soccer/monkey. ahahha. dont even try to imagine that scene. took pictures. it was fun. just that it was raining lah.
it got a lil heavier. me hazique and syafaat sat at the shelter where all the oh so yummy foods are. and we secretly ate. hahahaha. cos illya dont allow that we eat alone. must whole class eat. we ate3. drank3. joke. laugh. took tissue and wipe our legs, face, etc. cos its frigging wet. and soon we find everyone going to the shelter and eat. only some were still 'barbequeing'. i dunno how they managed to do so. but lets give them some applause. *claps claps claps*
we migrated to ratheshans house which just in front of the fushan garden. and i changed to my shorts. lucky me to be soo smart to bring extra clothes. hehe. i doubt any of them brough. heh. i watched them play x-box. sang when hazique started to lead with the guitar. then i went to the room. and played comp. muuahahahhaa. for a while. didnt get to catch anyone in particular online. so i went out again. ate some food. and then went back home. cos got guests coming.
rushed to the toilet. guests came. uh, haziq jamal haikal syafiq. stayed rather long. and then here i am now. half dead. half asleep. half heartedly i leave. heh. tml i still got netball, raye outing with ai friends. friday im sooo going to 3dash1's gig. heh. dont care with who larh. i just want to be there. mommy, please let me go. pretty please ....
-pictures will be out tml kays.
let me die here. and half heartedly i leaveyou.
♥
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
phew. im officially tired. droppy eyes. running nose. warm2 forehead. muscle aches. the frigging ulcer in my troat. gawd, im tired and hopeless and miserable right now.
i got track in the morning. we did slopes. first time sey. and its difficult to push yourself. well, i did push. but maybe just not hard enough. i think if i push myself like hell right, i wouldnt be here telling you all these. maybe lying in the hospital or smth. hah. walked back to school from the yishun park. talking about some adult stuffs with fangli and janice. nyahahhaa. suddenly talked about marriage and guys not being faithful and all. ahahhaha. and i have no idea who started it though. hehe. then we did gym and strengthening. and mr rauf gave us a long talk. about success and everything lah. heh. who doesnt know him.
got out of the gym and sat in the canteen for a tiny weeny while. and waited for some of them to finish bathing. then saw the sec 4s come down. and the boys finished bathing. went for lunch with erma. cos she claims she got no friend. urm, and a few others too lah. bus was frigging packed. messages from the unknown. guilty conscience for being there. all thoughts ran in my empty mind. hehs. and we ate in KFC. supposed to get back earlier cos i going out later but something made me stay.
went back with erma. she accompanied me take 858. and i got ready straight away. bathe and all. packed my bags. filled it up with bottoms and 3dash1's shirt. =)) haha. then went to meet illya. guess today wasnt our day. mostly all came. but it rained. uugghh. but then it stopped. when the rest were busy starting the frigging fire, me afiqah hazique and syafaat were playing soccer. ah yes. SOCCER. noo idea lah. just kick2. catch2. nyahaha. then suddenly it turned to a game of monkey when more people joined it. wayy cool. cos it tests your catching of ball skills. which i have. =X hakz. it was drizzling. i was with my sneakers and folded jeans. i looked like some girl going to orchard playing soccer/monkey. ahahha. dont even try to imagine that scene. took pictures. it was fun. just that it was raining lah.
it got a lil heavier. me hazique and syafaat sat at the shelter where all the oh so yummy foods are. and we secretly ate. hahahaha. cos illya dont allow that we eat alone. must whole class eat. we ate3. drank3. joke. laugh. took tissue and wipe our legs, face, etc. cos its frigging wet. and soon we find everyone going to the shelter and eat. only some were still 'barbequeing'. i dunno how they managed to do so. but lets give them some applause. *claps claps claps*
we migrated to ratheshans house which just in front of the fushan garden. and i changed to my shorts. lucky me to be soo smart to bring extra clothes. hehe. i doubt any of them brough. heh. i watched them play x-box. sang when hazique started to lead with the guitar. then i went to the room. and played comp. muuahahahhaa. for a while. didnt get to catch anyone in particular online. so i went out again. ate some food. and then went back home. cos got guests coming.
rushed to the toilet. guests came. uh, haziq jamal haikal syafiq. stayed rather long. and then here i am now. half dead. half asleep. half heartedly i leave. heh. tml i still got netball, raye outing with ai friends. friday im sooo going to 3dash1's gig. heh. dont care with who larh. i just want to be there. mommy, please let me go. pretty please ....
-pictures will be out tml kays.
let me die here. and half heartedly i leaveyou.
