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Saturday, December 03, 2005
damn. i woke up late again today. missed track. i think, just thinking about running the 7km tires me out uh seriously. i ran 7km on monday. i really felt like dropping dead and giving up. i dont see the joy of it running alone with fangli along that quiet path. shit. im scared uh, dammit. and yeahh. i dont see the joy of running anymore. coming to track is like, not something i look forward to anymore. theres nothing inspiring me to go. hehz. sorry guyz. this is such a bad timing for traingings.
parents followed to buy books. it costs like 170plus? gawd. mm, literature books looks really interesting. science too. hehe. i cant wait for school to reopen again. EH, no. i take back my word. i CAN wait. hehz. but i see my days filled with netball trainings uh everyday. at least netball, i've got all the netballers. each and everyone of us. no conflicts. no fights. just like sisters. =) <3.
kay. got home and meddled with the books. mmm. shakesphere's tragedies. WOOH. i love new books. its soooo, NEW. and clean. and cant wait to get it all dirty and colourful with my scribbles. nyahaha. new year, maybe a new type of handwriting. shit. it ALWAYS changes. and it becomes more and more neat. NOT. *shakes head*
went to watch asf jam after that. for an hour and a half. GOD. wooow. they're imprvoing uh. iman was suddenly soo good today. PERFECT. =) they pulled through most of the songs. just need to brush up a lil here and there and they're looking good. =) they'll do just fine in first step gig uh.
best of luck. :) sat at mac drive thru. got my lunch there and listening to their craps. funny people lahh. i enjoyed their company. really.
first step is like a few more days. woohh. im SO there. by hook or by crook. i'll be there. =D
you keep me standing tallyou help me through it all.
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
damn. i woke up late again today. missed track. i think, just thinking about running the 7km tires me out uh seriously. i ran 7km on monday. i really felt like dropping dead and giving up. i dont see the joy of it running alone with fangli along that quiet path. shit. im scared uh, dammit. and yeahh. i dont see the joy of running anymore. coming to track is like, not something i look forward to anymore. theres nothing inspiring me to go. hehz. sorry guyz. this is such a bad timing for traingings.
parents followed to buy books. it costs like 170plus? gawd. mm, literature books looks really interesting. science too. hehe. i cant wait for school to reopen again. EH, no. i take back my word. i CAN wait. hehz. but i see my days filled with netball trainings uh everyday. at least netball, i've got all the netballers. each and everyone of us. no conflicts. no fights. just like sisters. =) <3.
kay. got home and meddled with the books. mmm. shakesphere's tragedies. WOOH. i love new books. its soooo, NEW. and clean. and cant wait to get it all dirty and colourful with my scribbles. nyahaha. new year, maybe a new type of handwriting. shit. it ALWAYS changes. and it becomes more and more neat. NOT. *shakes head*
went to watch asf jam after that. for an hour and a half. GOD. wooow. they're imprvoing uh. iman was suddenly soo good today. PERFECT. =) they pulled through most of the songs. just need to brush up a lil here and there and they're looking good. =) they'll do just fine in first step gig uh.
best of luck. :) sat at mac drive thru. got my lunch there and listening to their craps. funny people lahh. i enjoyed their company. really.
first step is like a few more days. woohh. im SO there. by hook or by crook. i'll be there. =D
you keep me standing tallyou help me through it all.
