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♥ Saturday, December 31, 2005
1:13 PM

i woke up today just to find no one at home. APER LAGI?! i on music loud loud. cooked up my own breakfast. milo. and OREOS, again. and watched lots of teeveeeee. and i got ready for netball. just in 15minutes. yaay~ met filzah at her bus stop and we took 965 to school.

and guess who we saw? guess guess GUESS. =)))))) see this smiles and you'll know whoo. ahahahah. filzah, SHHHHUSSSSHH. *blushes*

reached school so early this time. and we walked around school. there's a new mirror there. YAY !? ahahaa. waited for the rest to come and headed to the GeylangMethodistSec. an old school i would say. seniors played first. and we waited. then it was our turn. today, everything just didnt turn out very good uh. some were pissed at each other. the hot scorching sun. the opponents. heh. just not right.

i did good only at the 2nd quarter. and after that. i lost faith. im so disappointed in myself uh. for once, i lost faith in everything. and right after that last quarter. i broke down. cried my hearts out. we were playing against their sec 2s. which are bloody good. and we didnt even put on a good fight. i didnt defend the GS hard enough. and i was to blame. heh. sorry guys. and for that, we owe coach 40 suicide runs. just thinking abt it can make me lose every energy i have in me to do anything at all. ARGH. i hateee this.

somehow emoed all the way in the bus ride. everyone was down. i took the window seat. hehz. it was quite a long journey back this time. so yeah. GOOD. =D filzah was sick. poor thing. her dad picked her up from yishun mrt where we were dropped. i gotta get some lunch/dinner cos no one was at home. so i went to foodcourt with some of the seniors. ate. talkedd2. and then headed home. felt ever so sleepy after that. took a nap. when i woke up, i was all hyper.

watched tv and all. i think i'd be sleeping in the master bedroom today. nyeheehehe. for the first time, 'having my own room'. can have late night calls. late night movies. yayyy. i wish you were here.

take care, wherever you are.

on a moonlit walk to the beach
watching the sunrise for the first time.