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Thursday, December 29, 2005
i woke up around 10. and no one was at home. how nice. but there wasnt any food. just NOTHING. made milo and ate 5 packets of OREOs. heehehe. yummm.
lets twist, lick, dunk. =) watched tv .. laze around. around 12, i thought of going to school. but it was a crazy idea. no one would be there THAT early. (netball starts at 2) and i thought the soccer guys or track guys will be going home already. so i sat at home. played comp but no one was online.
so i slowly packed my bag .. changed .. and then headed to school. around 1. reached there at 1.30 i guess. i can forget about having lunch. everything was sooo unplanned. so i wanted to have lunch after netball lah.
coach was early again. tsk2. the world's turning upside down. *shakes head* we ran around chong pang. in 13minutes 25seconds. YAY. we beat the seniors. MUAHAHA. do the basic passes. and this ever so difficult teamdrill. it was the first time we did it. and sorry, i just suck at it. we had to do 5 fast suicide runs halfway through the drill. cos we made coach angry.
and damn. for that mere 10 seconds (or more), i cant breathe. and at point of time. i was on the verge of tears. i thought i could never make it again. hehz. it was scary. and no, im not exageratting. then suddenly everything seemed blur. just one thing on my mind though. heh. after that we completed the drill. i was holding back my tears. but it was alright uh i guess. rested, and i had thoughts of staying in the hospital for a week or so. and wondered who would come and visit. ahaaa. weird. but it was sad, somehow.
when we were dismissed. i called. but no one could make it. wanted to go for lunch. but all the netballers were busy with their suicide runs. so i just walked around school in my slippers. then headed slowly back home alone. but first to northpoint. bought my old chang kee snacks. hoping to catch some people i know. ahahaa. but none. walked around np. bought some things. and done. im home. went straight to bed.
woke up at nine. and watched some tv. america's next top model! haahaha. and here i am now. going out tml. to, i dunno where. it'll be the last before school starts and everything. so i really hoped it'd be a nice one uh. i dont want any regrets, at all. hehz.
this sudden feeling of emptinessruns through me.those feelings were goneee &im never coming back.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
i woke up around 10. and no one was at home. how nice. but there wasnt any food. just NOTHING. made milo and ate 5 packets of OREOs. heehehe. yummm.
lets twist, lick, dunk. =) watched tv .. laze around. around 12, i thought of going to school. but it was a crazy idea. no one would be there THAT early. (netball starts at 2) and i thought the soccer guys or track guys will be going home already. so i sat at home. played comp but no one was online.
so i slowly packed my bag .. changed .. and then headed to school. around 1. reached there at 1.30 i guess. i can forget about having lunch. everything was sooo unplanned. so i wanted to have lunch after netball lah.
coach was early again. tsk2. the world's turning upside down. *shakes head* we ran around chong pang. in 13minutes 25seconds. YAY. we beat the seniors. MUAHAHA. do the basic passes. and this ever so difficult teamdrill. it was the first time we did it. and sorry, i just suck at it. we had to do 5 fast suicide runs halfway through the drill. cos we made coach angry.
and damn. for that mere 10 seconds (or more), i cant breathe. and at point of time. i was on the verge of tears. i thought i could never make it again. hehz. it was scary. and no, im not exageratting. then suddenly everything seemed blur. just one thing on my mind though. heh. after that we completed the drill. i was holding back my tears. but it was alright uh i guess. rested, and i had thoughts of staying in the hospital for a week or so. and wondered who would come and visit. ahaaa. weird. but it was sad, somehow.
when we were dismissed. i called. but no one could make it. wanted to go for lunch. but all the netballers were busy with their suicide runs. so i just walked around school in my slippers. then headed slowly back home alone. but first to northpoint. bought my old chang kee snacks. hoping to catch some people i know. ahahaa. but none. walked around np. bought some things. and done. im home. went straight to bed.
woke up at nine. and watched some tv. america's next top model! haahaha. and here i am now. going out tml. to, i dunno where. it'll be the last before school starts and everything. so i really hoped it'd be a nice one uh. i dont want any regrets, at all. hehz.
this sudden feeling of emptinessruns through me.those feelings were goneee &im never coming back.
