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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
last 3 days. was cny. the holidays. woooooh. yay. not. oh well. i was feeling oh so empty the past few days. when all the rest of the people were having fun outside, i was stuck at home. well, at least, stuck with the family going to weird places.
saturday.i just realised i woke up at 4pm in the afternoon. guess i got really reeally really tired yesterrday lah eh. i remembered, i landed on the bed. and never having any dreams. weird weird. i never remembeered any of my dreams before. sadly. or fortunately. depends on how you see it. hahaha. crapppp. anw, then my parents dragg me out for dinner. and then to this sorta malay 'concert'. which i prefered not to attend. pfffttttttt.
bloody boring lahhhh. i was practically sleeping/half dead/complaining/wanting-to-go-home-so-badly.
sunday. whoever it is who suggested going to malacca today. brrrrrrrrrr~ but it was okayyy lah. not bad. i kept sleeping and sleeping in the car. and for once, i felt like my brother is like my very beloved boyfriend. he offered his shoulder for me to sleep in. awwwwww~ so sweet.
where art thou. and anyway. then we bought some stuffs. and then headed back homee. :)
monday.my oh so brilliant sister suggested we go east coast pulak. so smart lahh. when everyone came back from east coast alreadyy. then you just HAVE to suggest we go there ehhh. again, i was just sleeping the whole time there. wad more, with my brother playing the guitar .. with the strong wind blowing everything away.. the thoughts. i just have to take a nap to run away from it. and i did.
today. i hate myself for not agreeing yesterday. heh. it was like, a once in a while chance i got that message. and something just have to dash them away .. sighs. oh well. i thought of going out today. but everyone wasnt there. filzah was sick. so i just made my way to the library and returned some books. and then headed home. that was my boring but somehow, cute day. hehe.
i miss you so much that it hurts. its probably better off that way.
♥
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
last 3 days. was cny. the holidays. woooooh. yay. not. oh well. i was feeling oh so empty the past few days. when all the rest of the people were having fun outside, i was stuck at home. well, at least, stuck with the family going to weird places.
saturday.i just realised i woke up at 4pm in the afternoon. guess i got really reeally really tired yesterrday lah eh. i remembered, i landed on the bed. and never having any dreams. weird weird. i never remembeered any of my dreams before. sadly. or fortunately. depends on how you see it. hahaha. crapppp. anw, then my parents dragg me out for dinner. and then to this sorta malay 'concert'. which i prefered not to attend. pfffttttttt.
bloody boring lahhhh. i was practically sleeping/half dead/complaining/wanting-to-go-home-so-badly.
sunday. whoever it is who suggested going to malacca today. brrrrrrrrrr~ but it was okayyy lah. not bad. i kept sleeping and sleeping in the car. and for once, i felt like my brother is like my very beloved boyfriend. he offered his shoulder for me to sleep in. awwwwww~ so sweet.
where art thou. and anyway. then we bought some stuffs. and then headed back homee. :)
monday.my oh so brilliant sister suggested we go east coast pulak. so smart lahh. when everyone came back from east coast alreadyy. then you just HAVE to suggest we go there ehhh. again, i was just sleeping the whole time there. wad more, with my brother playing the guitar .. with the strong wind blowing everything away.. the thoughts. i just have to take a nap to run away from it. and i did.
today. i hate myself for not agreeing yesterday. heh. it was like, a once in a while chance i got that message. and something just have to dash them away .. sighs. oh well. i thought of going out today. but everyone wasnt there. filzah was sick. so i just made my way to the library and returned some books. and then headed home. that was my boring but somehow, cute day. hehe.
i miss you so much that it hurts. its probably better off that way.
