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Monday, January 02, 2006
a walk back memory lane. and so 2005 has brought me so much laughters and tears. it taught me another side of things. life lessons that i wont be able to learn alone. and thanks to my friends i got to know in secondary school life, i learnt these precious life lessons. and if only they'd know how much this year mean to me. i met this group of special people whom each have a special place in my heart. and each and every one of them taught me something. and is always there when i needed someone to fall back to. and i thank youuu for those times. =D
these are a few of them who made my 2005 a very special one ;
filzah: my dearest bestest friend in the whole world. nyehehee. i've proved my mom wrong. she thought you and me wouldnt be best friends anymore even if we are in the same school. BOO. touch woood. hakz. and you've always stayed by me. the one i'd go to if im crying over guys. nyahaa. cos you're like my sister already. only you know me inside out. like when im blushing whenever he passes by. nyahahaa. and dammn. we loook alike too? hehe. see.
sisters not meant to be. i could go on and on telling how much you cared. how much you willing to sacrifice. how much you mean to me. it'd really be impossible without you around. and i just wanna say that
i love you. our friendship will remain as long as we want it to. which is, FORVER.
loveeeeee.
illya: the one who always cheers me up with your crappiness whenever i come crying in class. hehe. but you're more than that. i may know you for just a year, but thinking back of all those things you did for me, standing up for me, pouring me all those advices whenever im down, cheering me up with your lame jokess, im glad i met you. theres times when i felt that you're so distant. theres times when i wished i mean as much as you mean to me. but its all left unknown. and i want you to know, i owe you sooo much. thank you for being the sweetest. =)
sukashi & renee: weeee. you guys are the cutest thing in AI. hehee. i missed our outings together. shopping outings. swimming outings. those all girls out thingy ya know. eehehe. and i dont want us to drift further .. hehz. i know i could always expect something fun whenever im with you guysss. you may not read this. but just wanted you to know. you are a part of me. my darling little cuties. =D
track guys: i didnt thought i'd know this bunch of ever so caring people. although i may not be in track, or even the same age as them. they treat us all the same. and i love them. really i do. i find them the most fun bunch of people you could find in AI. always have something up their sleves. those trips after school to BK or longjohnsilver. then teaching us how to make hearts using straws or bus tickets. hehehe. such amazing people. and i know i could always count on them for some fun fun fun or some advices when im all down and emo-ed. thank you. salutes to you people. you've found a place inside my heart. i'll miss you guysss. do come back sometime. =)
hakim: thank you cause i know i could always find you to cheer me up. i never met such a kind-hearted soul like you. you treat everyone equally. you never hate anyone for no particular reason. you have the biggest heart that never fail to accept people with open arms. always forgiving them no matter how much pain they've brought. hehz. yeah. and i believe you can find the right one for you soon. its just a matter of time. so everytime when you feel so lonely, dont frown. you're not alone. you always cheer my days up. and i hope i cheer yours too. we MUST keep in touch tauuu! hehe. you made this 2005 a memoriable one. thank you.
netballers: i didnt thought this 9 of us would be left. i love us. cause like coach said, "
its not about the quantity. its about the quality.'' wow. such wise words again. and i dont care if we're just a few. but i believe we can make coach proud. she brought us well. from fitness wise to our discipline. i wouldnt dare come late anymore. nyaahaa. every minutes, one suicide run.
mampos. ahaha. im not the best player there but i try to be
my best player there. netball had made me a stronger person, physically. thank you all. looveeee.
a staircase farewell: this unique band. each having their own special talents. put it all together and you get this wonderful ''
a staircase farewell''. had lots of opportunities to perform in public. although its not grand or wadsoever, they take every chance and put on a good show for us. cock ups will always brighten their performance up. hehe. best performance of the year would be the 23rd december dinner. everyone had fun. they did very very well on '' and if you're gone''. good showmanship. yeahh. you get the idea of wad im trying to say .. hakz. all the best ASF. just call if you need a manager. (nyahahaha. right. ) i have faith in you guys. =)
iman: the cute-but-emoshittycal one. hahaa. you're the most hardworking guy ive ever seen. be it in studies, sports or music. you've been there for everyone. and that includes me too. for the times when you said some stuffs just to make things better. i know you always cared. and for the times i did otherwise, im sorry. i didnt want to be such a bad person in your eyes. maybe i misunderstood. hehz. there's always 2 parts of the story like everyone said. hehz. but thank you for being there for me. i remembered those times. :)
azli: the one who changed my life. hehz. appreared so ordinary outside, but so special inside. he's special. at least, in my eyes. this whole 2005, i have to thank him for sharing me his life. although i know we were together for 4 whole months, we didnt end our friendship there. people say exs cant be friends. i think we've proved them wrong. ;) you brought me to another side of life. you taught me countless life lessons here and there. everyday is a new experience. its also because of you i got to know alot of people. both in our school and outside. you brought me in this world of punkrock. sent me million songs when you're not supposed to. and nothing could ever repay that.
i always know you're the one who's always there for your friends. no one would hesistate if they wanted to confide in you. always giving wise words and advices to people you cared. people may think you're so ordinary outside. but i know you have that little special thing that grabs their attention everytime you speak. those deep mysterious eyes and the megawatt smile.
you're the one who taught me about
faith. always have faith. hehz. i wouldnt say you brought me the most tears. i'd say you're the one who touched my heart in the most possible number of ways. other than my friends, you're the one who brought so much joy in life. hehz. i didnt thought we'd be good friends like this. but now that we are. i dont ever want anything to break our friendship apart. let them say wadever they want. as long as im still here, i wont forget you. i owe you that much for showing me your life. heh. if we ever lost touch after this year, believe in fate. i hope fate will let us meet again even 10 years later. do take care. you're a much better person, and you know it.
''life isnt about how many breaths you take. but the moments that take your breath away.''''sometimes if you're confused, stop for a while. life is like looking at a picture too close. it'll seem blur. you gotta stop and take a few steps back to see things clearly. ''my sincerest
thank you to you. ~
and to those i didnt mention here. you know you made my 2005 more special too. thank you for adding those little bits and pieces here and there to make my 2005 complete. =)
i'll pick myself up. thank you for the fondest memories, 2005. i'll miss you.
♥
Monday, January 02, 2006
a walk back memory lane. and so 2005 has brought me so much laughters and tears. it taught me another side of things. life lessons that i wont be able to learn alone. and thanks to my friends i got to know in secondary school life, i learnt these precious life lessons. and if only they'd know how much this year mean to me. i met this group of special people whom each have a special place in my heart. and each and every one of them taught me something. and is always there when i needed someone to fall back to. and i thank youuu for those times. =D
these are a few of them who made my 2005 a very special one ;
filzah: my dearest bestest friend in the whole world. nyehehee. i've proved my mom wrong. she thought you and me wouldnt be best friends anymore even if we are in the same school. BOO. touch woood. hakz. and you've always stayed by me. the one i'd go to if im crying over guys. nyahaa. cos you're like my sister already. only you know me inside out. like when im blushing whenever he passes by. nyahahaa. and dammn. we loook alike too? hehe. see.
sisters not meant to be. i could go on and on telling how much you cared. how much you willing to sacrifice. how much you mean to me. it'd really be impossible without you around. and i just wanna say that
i love you. our friendship will remain as long as we want it to. which is, FORVER.
loveeeeee.
illya: the one who always cheers me up with your crappiness whenever i come crying in class. hehe. but you're more than that. i may know you for just a year, but thinking back of all those things you did for me, standing up for me, pouring me all those advices whenever im down, cheering me up with your lame jokess, im glad i met you. theres times when i felt that you're so distant. theres times when i wished i mean as much as you mean to me. but its all left unknown. and i want you to know, i owe you sooo much. thank you for being the sweetest. =)
sukashi & renee: weeee. you guys are the cutest thing in AI. hehee. i missed our outings together. shopping outings. swimming outings. those all girls out thingy ya know. eehehe. and i dont want us to drift further .. hehz. i know i could always expect something fun whenever im with you guysss. you may not read this. but just wanted you to know. you are a part of me. my darling little cuties. =D
track guys: i didnt thought i'd know this bunch of ever so caring people. although i may not be in track, or even the same age as them. they treat us all the same. and i love them. really i do. i find them the most fun bunch of people you could find in AI. always have something up their sleves. those trips after school to BK or longjohnsilver. then teaching us how to make hearts using straws or bus tickets. hehehe. such amazing people. and i know i could always count on them for some fun fun fun or some advices when im all down and emo-ed. thank you. salutes to you people. you've found a place inside my heart. i'll miss you guysss. do come back sometime. =)
hakim: thank you cause i know i could always find you to cheer me up. i never met such a kind-hearted soul like you. you treat everyone equally. you never hate anyone for no particular reason. you have the biggest heart that never fail to accept people with open arms. always forgiving them no matter how much pain they've brought. hehz. yeah. and i believe you can find the right one for you soon. its just a matter of time. so everytime when you feel so lonely, dont frown. you're not alone. you always cheer my days up. and i hope i cheer yours too. we MUST keep in touch tauuu! hehe. you made this 2005 a memoriable one. thank you.
netballers: i didnt thought this 9 of us would be left. i love us. cause like coach said, "
its not about the quantity. its about the quality.'' wow. such wise words again. and i dont care if we're just a few. but i believe we can make coach proud. she brought us well. from fitness wise to our discipline. i wouldnt dare come late anymore. nyaahaa. every minutes, one suicide run.
mampos. ahaha. im not the best player there but i try to be
my best player there. netball had made me a stronger person, physically. thank you all. looveeee.
a staircase farewell: this unique band. each having their own special talents. put it all together and you get this wonderful ''
a staircase farewell''. had lots of opportunities to perform in public. although its not grand or wadsoever, they take every chance and put on a good show for us. cock ups will always brighten their performance up. hehe. best performance of the year would be the 23rd december dinner. everyone had fun. they did very very well on '' and if you're gone''. good showmanship. yeahh. you get the idea of wad im trying to say .. hakz. all the best ASF. just call if you need a manager. (nyahahaha. right. ) i have faith in you guys. =)
iman: the cute-but-emoshittycal one. hahaa. you're the most hardworking guy ive ever seen. be it in studies, sports or music. you've been there for everyone. and that includes me too. for the times when you said some stuffs just to make things better. i know you always cared. and for the times i did otherwise, im sorry. i didnt want to be such a bad person in your eyes. maybe i misunderstood. hehz. there's always 2 parts of the story like everyone said. hehz. but thank you for being there for me. i remembered those times. :)
azli: the one who changed my life. hehz. appreared so ordinary outside, but so special inside. he's special. at least, in my eyes. this whole 2005, i have to thank him for sharing me his life. although i know we were together for 4 whole months, we didnt end our friendship there. people say exs cant be friends. i think we've proved them wrong. ;) you brought me to another side of life. you taught me countless life lessons here and there. everyday is a new experience. its also because of you i got to know alot of people. both in our school and outside. you brought me in this world of punkrock. sent me million songs when you're not supposed to. and nothing could ever repay that.
i always know you're the one who's always there for your friends. no one would hesistate if they wanted to confide in you. always giving wise words and advices to people you cared. people may think you're so ordinary outside. but i know you have that little special thing that grabs their attention everytime you speak. those deep mysterious eyes and the megawatt smile.
you're the one who taught me about
faith. always have faith. hehz. i wouldnt say you brought me the most tears. i'd say you're the one who touched my heart in the most possible number of ways. other than my friends, you're the one who brought so much joy in life. hehz. i didnt thought we'd be good friends like this. but now that we are. i dont ever want anything to break our friendship apart. let them say wadever they want. as long as im still here, i wont forget you. i owe you that much for showing me your life. heh. if we ever lost touch after this year, believe in fate. i hope fate will let us meet again even 10 years later. do take care. you're a much better person, and you know it.
''life isnt about how many breaths you take. but the moments that take your breath away.''''sometimes if you're confused, stop for a while. life is like looking at a picture too close. it'll seem blur. you gotta stop and take a few steps back to see things clearly. ''my sincerest
thank you to you. ~
and to those i didnt mention here. you know you made my 2005 more special too. thank you for adding those little bits and pieces here and there to make my 2005 complete. =)
i'll pick myself up. thank you for the fondest memories, 2005. i'll miss you.
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