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Thursday, March 09, 2006
these butterflies in my stomach just wont go away.
since yesterday. oh, go away away away. far far away. ahahaha. k, im stating to get oh-so-crappy. cause the day that kept these bugging butterflies in my stomach was finally here. haha.
so yesterday, i kinda skipped training just to take a rest at home. after school, i went straight to meet a friend. which then after, i went straight back- home.
slept. this and that. and i got some advice from some
top 10 runners last year. hahahaha. right. i was talking non-stop about wad i really wanted to achieve. and
somehow, i was god damn nervous + excited to sleep.
its been days, thank you. =) and today, school ended at 10.40. i was
extra conscious about wad i do. i'd walk slowly, not run, not talk so much. so its like
energy-conserving uh liddat. HAHA. the rest wanted to go out, walk2, eat outside. i went straight home! went online. and lost track of time. i was kinda rushing through. didnt wanna eat so much. so i ate
1/4 of a prata. =)its
amazing how Mr Saravanan can torelate our nonsense. k,
their nonsense. i sat at the back of the bus. with the rest of the crazy, polluted mind girls. they were shouting/singing/laughing-very-loudly/making funny faces. yeah, you get the idea ehhh. it was
chaotic giler lahhhhhh. while im just sitting there,
worrying about wad's gonna happen when i run for the race. haha.
yadayada~ got my number tag. it was
0513. the number 13 got me a little worried though. haha. waiting for the sec2s turn to run was sucha chaotic scene. ahahahaah. apparently, some nice people had to spill the water, and it made quite a few of their shorts, wet. so it seems that everyone had pee-d in their pants due to nervousness. nyahahahahha. besh~finally,
the race started. im sorry fangli, i left you behind. but i didnt know why, i just felt that i
had to be in the front when we all started running, just to be sure of your position. i didnt think i
overtook alot of people, i didnt know where i was at all. and you have no idea wad was going through my head when i was running.
tons of songs went through my head like a
playlist. but it was kinda funny uh. heh. uh. i think,
last 100m. i sprinted until i
couldnt feel my legs. seeing sooooooo many people in front of me, finished the race, i felt so disappointed. i knew i lost that place in
top10. heh. saadddddddd thing uh. worser fact, i didnt know where i stood
at all. cheered for the rest who's coming. i did my best uh. and i just thought i could have done
much much much better. i got the
12th place. =DDDDDD
wad an improvement. i aimed for
11th. last year was
13th. but i got ........
12th? hahahahaha. okay lahhh. besh.
so, i slept at the journey back home. occupying 2 seats for myself. by the window. back window. hehe. :)
back home. i was
dead. i wish i could do the same for you.smile and cheer up. =)ps: i still remembered very freshly wad happened during 8th march 2005. :)
♥
Thursday, March 09, 2006
these butterflies in my stomach just wont go away.
since yesterday. oh, go away away away. far far away. ahahaha. k, im stating to get oh-so-crappy. cause the day that kept these bugging butterflies in my stomach was finally here. haha.
so yesterday, i kinda skipped training just to take a rest at home. after school, i went straight to meet a friend. which then after, i went straight back- home.
slept. this and that. and i got some advice from some
top 10 runners last year. hahahaha. right. i was talking non-stop about wad i really wanted to achieve. and
somehow, i was god damn nervous + excited to sleep.
its been days, thank you. =) and today, school ended at 10.40. i was
extra conscious about wad i do. i'd walk slowly, not run, not talk so much. so its like
energy-conserving uh liddat. HAHA. the rest wanted to go out, walk2, eat outside. i went straight home! went online. and lost track of time. i was kinda rushing through. didnt wanna eat so much. so i ate
1/4 of a prata. =)its
amazing how Mr Saravanan can torelate our nonsense. k,
their nonsense. i sat at the back of the bus. with the rest of the crazy, polluted mind girls. they were shouting/singing/laughing-very-loudly/making funny faces. yeah, you get the idea ehhh. it was
chaotic giler lahhhhhh. while im just sitting there,
worrying about wad's gonna happen when i run for the race. haha.
yadayada~ got my number tag. it was
0513. the number 13 got me a little worried though. haha. waiting for the sec2s turn to run was sucha chaotic scene. ahahahaah. apparently, some nice people had to spill the water, and it made quite a few of their shorts, wet. so it seems that everyone had pee-d in their pants due to nervousness. nyahahahahha. besh~finally,
the race started. im sorry fangli, i left you behind. but i didnt know why, i just felt that i
had to be in the front when we all started running, just to be sure of your position. i didnt think i
overtook alot of people, i didnt know where i was at all. and you have no idea wad was going through my head when i was running.
tons of songs went through my head like a
playlist. but it was kinda funny uh. heh. uh. i think,
last 100m. i sprinted until i
couldnt feel my legs. seeing sooooooo many people in front of me, finished the race, i felt so disappointed. i knew i lost that place in
top10. heh. saadddddddd thing uh. worser fact, i didnt know where i stood
at all. cheered for the rest who's coming. i did my best uh. and i just thought i could have done
much much much better. i got the
12th place. =DDDDDD
wad an improvement. i aimed for
11th. last year was
13th. but i got ........
12th? hahahahaha. okay lahhh. besh.
so, i slept at the journey back home. occupying 2 seats for myself. by the window. back window. hehe. :)
back home. i was
dead. i wish i could do the same for you.smile and cheer up. =)ps: i still remembered very freshly wad happened during 8th march 2005. :)
