♥
Friday, June 16, 2006
when i lose the will wini just reach for you and i can reach the sky again.i can do anything ..cause your love is so amazing,cause your love inspires me. i wont dare to pour all my hearts out when somethings bothering me anymore. and i'll keep to this for quite a while now. i used to find comfort in your eyes,
but not anymore.
i guess i deserve wad i got.
yes, it hurts.
truth hurts.
BAD.i think im lost, escaping from this painful nightmare. the one which kept happening and happening, over and over again. and i'd only have myself to blame for it. im sorry. i shall realise the next time its gonna happen again. i've tripped too many times. i guess even you are tired of it. but im gonna pick myself right back up. and having it happen twice now, i'll know wad to avoid in the future. cause there's only one person who can put a stop to this thing happening again. and thats me. heh. slap me, or something. if im close to doing it again. cause i wish im not alone. and i hope you all are still there, helping me through all this. yes, maybe it'll take you to walk away slowly. or smth. but i guess I have to slowly take that fact. give me time. i'll try my best to make things better. and if im ever at the wrong track, stop me. well, at least. nicely. heh. you're not making this easy. ycnedneped. heh. wad about me? i hate to do this.
but i'll keep to your words.
i tsuj tnaw uoy ot wonk ohw i ma.
♥
Friday, June 16, 2006
when i lose the will wini just reach for you and i can reach the sky again.i can do anything ..cause your love is so amazing,cause your love inspires me. i wont dare to pour all my hearts out when somethings bothering me anymore. and i'll keep to this for quite a while now. i used to find comfort in your eyes,
but not anymore.
i guess i deserve wad i got.
yes, it hurts.
truth hurts.
BAD.i think im lost, escaping from this painful nightmare. the one which kept happening and happening, over and over again. and i'd only have myself to blame for it. im sorry. i shall realise the next time its gonna happen again. i've tripped too many times. i guess even you are tired of it. but im gonna pick myself right back up. and having it happen twice now, i'll know wad to avoid in the future. cause there's only one person who can put a stop to this thing happening again. and thats me. heh. slap me, or something. if im close to doing it again. cause i wish im not alone. and i hope you all are still there, helping me through all this. yes, maybe it'll take you to walk away slowly. or smth. but i guess I have to slowly take that fact. give me time. i'll try my best to make things better. and if im ever at the wrong track, stop me. well, at least. nicely. heh. you're not making this easy. ycnedneped. heh. wad about me? i hate to do this.
but i'll keep to your words.
i tsuj tnaw uoy ot wonk ohw i ma.
