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♥ Sunday, July 09, 2006
11:07 AM

im feeling quite pissed.
the whole family left me alone at home, when i wanted to be a good girl and stay at home. cos i thought they'd be going out and for once, im able to follow. this is stupid.

i could have been at esplanade right now with rhaiki they all. i could have been in town to catch a show or smth. i could have been out lepaking somewhere if they told me earlier thay had no plans. ^%$#@!~ i want to go out.


FCUK.
mood swings is really getting to me.

oh cmon faizah.
its not a status, its a mindset.
a mindset. a mindset. a mindset.

*faints* :/

my brother is amazingly strong. its a good thing. he's a good actor. heh. i dont know how he does it. but he kept it all. he sang to me just now. a new written song. it was .... nice. but it got me crying. like a stupid baby. hehz. kay im feeling sad again.

i'll blog sometime later. im effing hungry can. grrrrrr.
toodlez.


i dont wanna fall in love anymore.